memories
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Ain’t Much Up There
Hey there! So… strange news. The “technical difficulties” proved to take a lot longer to fix than I had hoped. I was unable to log on to the internet on any browser except Internet Explorer. Turning off my VPN did nothing, nor did nearly crippling my security on the computer. I had this entire blog… Continue reading
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Cymbals & Mallets
For some reason, I keep assuming that I’ve mentioned how I was at one point a concert percussionist. If not though, surprise! I also performed in an orchestra on stage. It was exciting but nerve wracking! My goodness… It’s one of those wonderful recollection posts again! I love listening to performances done by orchestras. It… Continue reading
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At The Beginning
I never expected my blog to go nearly as far as it has. I also had absolutely no clue that I would come to really value it. I’ve used blogging sites in the past. One of them was called “blogger”, I think? I’ve also used DeadJournal, LiveJournal and real paper journals. Those past journals contained… Continue reading
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Sniffles and Sneezes
Fortunately, this evening I have nearly no symptoms of flu. The sore throat is nearly gone. The headache is mostly poofed. I’m also partially angry right now. My doctor’s office put in my prescription so I’ll pick it up tomorrow. That’s not why I’m angry though. Right before I sat down to work on this… Continue reading
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Drowning On Land
I’m tired. I know I’ve said it before, but today is certainly one of a kind. I know about ten years ago; I could have handled a day like this one – driving nearly two hours nonstop – then going shopping and running home and doing other things. Now though? It’s enough for me to… Continue reading
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The Extremes
Today was… I’m not even sure how to describe it. One thing is a certainty though. This post will be up on my Podcast by noon tomorrow for a good old listening in. I was asked recently when I would upload again. Hope it doesn’t disappoint! My body’s sore tonight. I’m aching and hurting… but… Continue reading
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Skipping Stones
Listening to these “videos” has brought up memories of what I experienced back in 2020. The back-biting, the intrigue… all of the double-speak. The stress, pressure and exhaustion. I told a friend of mine that what I had to go through during that terrible 6-month period would be a fantastic book! A best seller even…… Continue reading
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Broken Within
How many of us hide under a pretty shell? I suffered from an existential crisis at one point. For some people, they might have a brief period of time not understanding themselves, right? Except my questions lingered for over a decade. From Fifteen to Twenty-Five – I questioned myself. Why am I here? What am… Continue reading
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Turn Back Time
Please turn reverse the clock. I want to go back. I want to have a chance to do it all again. Maybe if I had known back then, I could have avoided a mountain of problems. I have a precondition for that. I’d love to remember enough to warn my younger self to not do… Continue reading
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Closed Shades
Pain is a large part of my existence. Today it was worse. I’m not exactly sure what I dreamed of, but I felt as if my left shoulder had been stomped on overnight… for hours. When I felt this on the right side, I wanted to cry because the cramping in my ribs coincided with… Continue reading