life in chaos
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New Habits Acquired
Vacuuming, (recent) hitting the litterbox daily, toothbrushing, (trying to) keep on top the dishes, (recent) hauling out the trash everyday, (recent) nighttime showering. There is more, but no space for it all. Srsly. Let’s just say I make my life easier by being more proactive. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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I Can List The Last Three
1 – It probably sounds morbid, but daily, I check to see who has died. I just found out another friend of mine died a few days ago. Too… too many people dying. 2 – I read about how aggressive they were because I was reading about bees and was shocked how short the lives… Continue reading
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I Have TeRrIbLe Timing!!
August 18, 2024 @12:58AM To give myself a chance, I’m starting off my chores tonight. I have 17 of them for today… Giving it a roundabout number of 10 minutes per chore, that’s 170 minutes… Nearly 3 hours. … I am marathoning “My 600-lb Life.” And eating seaweed… @1:38AM Okay… so the bathroom needed some… Continue reading
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Calling In Backup
I’ve been trying to avoid addressing this, but since my life a pretty open book, I might as well note it as well… I’ve been pretty transparent about problems involving my health, but every time I hear something new, I get more frustrated. I was scheduled to see a neurologist to figure out why I… Continue reading
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Oh The Things I Could Do
I’m uncertain if this would count as one of those things one would wish or the reality they want to see themselves in. Honestly, it’s probably both. So… me in an alternate universe would have both of my parents alive and my mother wouldn’t have any of the problems that she suffered with. My little… Continue reading
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There Is No Real Limit
I am curious about many things, not everything out there, mind. But many things. These aren’t frivolous internal musings about why the sky is blue or grass is green. Part of it is about how certain body parts work down at the microscopic level. I wonder what a tardigrade would look like if I looked… Continue reading
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I Don’t Know What To Even Say About This
It’s currently 4AM in the morning, and I had a day planned. One of grocery shopping, my lesson, some driving… but right now, I’m struggling not to pull my hair out. I went to plug in my vacuum cleaner and saw bite marks all over the cable and even where it plugs into the machine.… Continue reading
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Based On Recents…
Security can at times be an adventure. I’ve recently acquired a home security system. In the time since I’ve had it, I’ve had two people attempt to pull my front door open. One of them, unfortunately, was a local politician. I’ve met her in person. She’s very mean. And claimed she never came past my… Continue reading
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More Questions
… I have more of that than answers. I was discharged before 3AM this morning and had to get a Lyft home. I was told that everything was fine. That my brain was fine and my heart was fine. I was very scared because on top of the stabbing pain that rippled from underneath my… Continue reading
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I Would Call It Paranoia Really…
Before I had my stroke, the main thing I was worried about were people committing fraud to steal my property. Now? I’m afraid to be alive. Because as long as I am alive, I know that my life can end abruptly and painfully. I’m worried that I’ll die with no arrangements at all and my… Continue reading
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