life in chaos
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Second Post And This Is My Option? LET’S GO!!
I wonder that myself. Many wonderful and many terrible things have happened to me. Hmm… I also suck at titles. And I am also very long-winded… Uh, situation dependent of course. Title(s): Click Open To View… I almost wish I had the mental fortitude to write an autobiography. But the entire world should not have… Continue reading
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Havin’ To Let Go
First… I’ll state that I feel terrible about what I’m about to write in this post. However, my feelings need to be laid bare… and I want to feel vindicated and respected. I’ve had many… and I do mean many conversations with friends who have explained what happened to me… It wasn’t good. One of… Continue reading
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It’s Complicated
It depends on what sort of news it is. I’m waiting for test results that should be delivered by tomorrow. No matter the result, I’m gonna need some time to myself for a few days. If it’s great, amazing and fantastic news, I’ll share it with the main person involved after I get myself together.… Continue reading
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Booo
I tend to have decent days until I start hurting. Pain. Pain is something that I complain about the most. “My hip!”, “My back!”, were things said today… loudly and with much sadness. I also just had a procedure on my foot, so that also hurts… ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Sadly, The Latter
My past shapes the woman I am today. I try hard not to, but things come up that remind me of what my life was growing up. I remember the bad relationships, the heartache, the anger. My frustrations in life. I look to my present… and how a lot of the problems of the past… Continue reading
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I Guess It’s Time To Be Honest?
I had an older friend of mine ask me this recently, but he was speaking of himself. I remember, there were three of us trying to figure out how to answer him. We know ourselves better than other people. I discussed as such earlier this year to a friend of mine. We don’t really know… Continue reading
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What I Do Now Pretty Much
In essence, what I do now already. I’ve only had 2 hours of sleep since yesterday. But I can certainly imagine working non-stop with my chores, lots of baking and cooking. And I would probably make it a point to visit a new restaurant every month. Or every other month. I would also intentionally nap…… Continue reading
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Bar Brawls & Bad Decisions
Preview: “At this point in my life, I’ve realized there is no point to be upset about anything like this because there’s nothing at all I can do to change anything. Nor would I want to have any ability to intervene.” I am absolutely in love with “Brit Cops!” I can’t help but mentally make… Continue reading
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What Kinds??
Biggest one is COVID19. Lingering one is COVID19. Ugh… I remember blizzards, Y2K, 9/11, BLIZZARDS, tornadoes and hurricanes they talked about on the news. That one time that my entire house shook due to a doggone earthquake in the area. BLIZZARDS. Lots and lots of school shootings. I also remember the DC Sniper. … Those… Continue reading
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… Beep …
I think out of all of the word prompts I’ve done, this one is the only one that I can’t fill properly. Because there are many things that most don’t know about me. There are things that would make the hair on their toes curl. As shocking as what I have discussed on here is…… Continue reading
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