life in chaos
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Questions…
Sometimes I really question things. I question my life. I question my motives. How much of what I do runs on ego? I’m not sure. I do believe that I’m starting to have more “in depth” thinking patterns. Is that good or bad? Continue reading
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Truly? Well…
I learned that people can be unnecessarily cruel. I learned about mob mentality. And I learned that people in authority tend not to help you unless there are consequences on them if they don’t act. ~J. Lyst I wish all I learned was academic… Continue reading
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How Do We Count This?
Often, depending on the situation. If it involves cats or B-movies, that number drops to 40% chance I’ll say ‘no.’ ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Second Post And This Is My Option? LET’S GO!!
I wonder that myself. Many wonderful and many terrible things have happened to me. Hmm… I also suck at titles. And I am also very long-winded… Uh, situation dependent of course. Title(s): Click Open To View… I almost wish I had the mental fortitude to write an autobiography. But the entire world should not have… Continue reading
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Havin’ To Let Go
First… I’ll state that I feel terrible about what I’m about to write in this post. However, my feelings need to be laid bare… and I want to feel vindicated and respected. I’ve had many… and I do mean many conversations with friends who have explained what happened to me… It wasn’t good. One of… Continue reading
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It’s Complicated
It depends on what sort of news it is. I’m waiting for test results that should be delivered by tomorrow. No matter the result, I’m gonna need some time to myself for a few days. If it’s great, amazing and fantastic news, I’ll share it with the main person involved after I get myself together.… Continue reading
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Booo
I tend to have decent days until I start hurting. Pain. Pain is something that I complain about the most. “My hip!”, “My back!”, were things said today… loudly and with much sadness. I also just had a procedure on my foot, so that also hurts… ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Sadly, The Latter
My past shapes the woman I am today. I try hard not to, but things come up that remind me of what my life was growing up. I remember the bad relationships, the heartache, the anger. My frustrations in life. I look to my present… and how a lot of the problems of the past… Continue reading
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I Guess It’s Time To Be Honest?
I had an older friend of mine ask me this recently, but he was speaking of himself. I remember, there were three of us trying to figure out how to answer him. We know ourselves better than other people. I discussed as such earlier this year to a friend of mine. We don’t really know… Continue reading
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What I Do Now Pretty Much
In essence, what I do now already. I’ve only had 2 hours of sleep since yesterday. But I can certainly imagine working non-stop with my chores, lots of baking and cooking. And I would probably make it a point to visit a new restaurant every month. Or every other month. I would also intentionally nap…… Continue reading
Hey, Miss J! 