life in chaos
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Daily Quests
Today, I’ll be up for a bit tonight… that’s actually intentional for once. I need to complete my assignments and since my day started off so rocky, I didn’t have much time at all to do anything. Still feel like I’m struggling a bit with my eating choices. I’m hungry fairly often, which is annoying… Continue reading
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How I Got To Where I Am
Often, I feel when I look back over the course of my life – I wonder who would have written it. It’s the same for many people, and they don’t even realize… just how precious their life story is. How utterly unique! Each one of us is unique. Even identical twins have different perspectives. I… Continue reading
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Ici
Right now, I’m working on unkinking my shoulders and neck. I’ve done an excessive amount of running around today. Not as much as yesterday. My legs still feel the aftereffects of so much running. Up, down, and around. My back has also been hurting me all day. I’ve been dealing a lot with fighting cravings.… Continue reading
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Crossroads
Some days, I feel like I’m racing against the clock. I managed to accomplish so much… but I have to admit, doing the laundry wore me down so m much it’s unreal… I feel terrible because I didn’t finish all I wanted to, however… I did get a lot done. Sadly, my bedroom and office… Continue reading
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Choice Of Stone
I suppose I should go back to the beginning a bit. I remember that I began this blog as a means to draw attention to my YouTube pages and point people to my social media accounts. Then, as most things in my life, I became overwhelmed. I took a huge step backwards. And I retreated… Continue reading
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Dogs And Cats
I feel like I’ve been running on a wheel today, like a hamster. I have mixed feelings about that. While I think hamsters are cute, I don’t want to get too close. Years ago, I had one jump out of his cage and sink his teeth into my finger. The guinea pigs never did that.… Continue reading
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Sorrowful Torment
One of my close friends died today. I am not sure what else I can say beyond that. I am grateful that she is not suffering anymore, but it does not make her loss any less painful. Thankfully, she can rest in peace now. Without being so sick and in pain all the time. I… Continue reading
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Concepts With Silver
I still have days when my mood goes down. What I like so much about my mood stabilizer is that I can’t go down but so far. I never linger there. It’s very nice… a wonderful change from what I’m used to. I’m still getting used to having clarity of thought. While I’m still fretting… Continue reading
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I’m not even sure what to say right now. I’m racing through my chore list tonight… all because I want to be able to write something… anything. I’m beginning to feel an itching sensation inside my skull. It’s hard to explain… but it’s powerful. It’s a compulsion. I want to put my hands down and… Continue reading
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