life in chaos
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Crossroads
Some days, I feel like I’m racing against the clock. I managed to accomplish so much… but I have to admit, doing the laundry wore me down so m much it’s unreal… I feel terrible because I didn’t finish all I wanted to, however… I did get a lot done. Sadly, my bedroom and office… Continue reading
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Choice Of Stone
I suppose I should go back to the beginning a bit. I remember that I began this blog as a means to draw attention to my YouTube pages and point people to my social media accounts. Then, as most things in my life, I became overwhelmed. I took a huge step backwards. And I retreated… Continue reading
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Dogs And Cats
I feel like I’ve been running on a wheel today, like a hamster. I have mixed feelings about that. While I think hamsters are cute, I don’t want to get too close. Years ago, I had one jump out of his cage and sink his teeth into my finger. The guinea pigs never did that.… Continue reading
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Sorrowful Torment
One of my close friends died today. I am not sure what else I can say beyond that. I am grateful that she is not suffering anymore, but it does not make her loss any less painful. Thankfully, she can rest in peace now. Without being so sick and in pain all the time. I… Continue reading
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Concepts With Silver
I still have days when my mood goes down. What I like so much about my mood stabilizer is that I can’t go down but so far. I never linger there. It’s very nice… a wonderful change from what I’m used to. I’m still getting used to having clarity of thought. While I’m still fretting… Continue reading
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I’m not even sure what to say right now. I’m racing through my chore list tonight… all because I want to be able to write something… anything. I’m beginning to feel an itching sensation inside my skull. It’s hard to explain… but it’s powerful. It’s a compulsion. I want to put my hands down and… Continue reading
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Twisted Joints & Broken Promises
So… I’m pretty sure I wrenched my ankle just by being alive. Though I have been traveling up and down the stairs quite rapidly the last few days. Today, I decided to order out for lunch/dinner. I ended up finding a fantastic Dr. Quinn Medicine Woman fanfiction and it kept me so distracted that I… Continue reading
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Accepting The Depths
I’m slowly coming to terms with the fact that at times, I need things a bit bigger to read. So… I have this document currently at 120%… but it’s not exactly enough. However 150% is fantastic! My day wasn’t bad, even though it started off kind of on the wrong foot. I woke up so… Continue reading
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Come Down
It’s 3:55pm right now, and I can’t help but be furious. At myself and the transit system. I needed a locksmith. The man fixed everything quickly and for a good price, but then I encountered two severely late buses. So late in fact that by the time I got to my appointment, I was 16… Continue reading
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