life in chaos
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I Am Confusion
Okay, please tell me why exactly I’m so tired? I’ve been sleeping over 6 hours, and some times even taking naps. Yet, I’m still bone tired. My yawns have been so awful today that I worried about gagging a few times. I’m struggling to stay up long enough to take my nighttime meds, speed through… Continue reading
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The Thick Bird
My day… was very full. I don’t think I can simplify that. I also feel super broke right now, since I had to get a bunch of supplies for the cats. My car was also towed today… SO… More tomorrow. My mind feels like it’s trying to escape my skull. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Go Ahead – Say It!
I didn’t have much time to do anything today. I need to tend to cats before bed. Already got my reading done, which is fantastic. I’m already groaning because I have to reorganize the cat room again. I’m repurposing the space to hold my paper supplies. I have major work to be done in the… Continue reading
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Whisper Game
My phone rang repeatedly today. I promise that I’m not that popular. Once again, I got nothing done in my writing. To the surprise of no one. Not even myself. It’s fine. Fortunately, none of my close friends are my readers. In fact, most of them have no clue that I’m writer unless I mention… Continue reading
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Countdown
I realized today… after like a week of sleep deprivation – that I need to stay off YouTube. I’ve already been exposed to at least five movies and/or TV shows that I probably should not be watching. Along with someone who posted something sexually explicit on YouTube. I already reported one that involved a half-naked… Continue reading
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When You’re Really Wired
Song: Heart ~ Barracuda I got ahold of a laptop and was told that maybe I could fix it up. When I noted that it was likely unfixable, I was told that I could just dispose of it. But… to make sure I wiped the hard drive. I tried to explain that the laptop didn’t… Continue reading
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Whispers From The Past
Life is a funny thing, you know? But not in the “haha” kind of way. Sometimes I look at the sheer amount of things I can and have been able to experience — and I’m glad. Then I think about things I WANT to do… and I feel sad. There always seems to be so… Continue reading
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The Gregarious Introvert
I am a woman of many words… At least when I’m writing. While I do enjoy conversation, the main person I am always speaking with is myself. All day I find myself muttering under my breath. About everything… even nonsensical things. I can admit that only I can follow these conversations with myself. I often… Continue reading
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This Sounded Better On Paper…
I’ve had moments in time where I’ve been so frustrated over what seems like minor problems. The point to me seems to actually be to not panic. However… seeing as things are getting worse, I have been looking into getting what one would call a ‘burner’ phone. It’s got nearly no data, but it wouldn’t… Continue reading
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A Case Of Neglect
For likely 3 weeks now, since early July, I’ve been mostly neglecting my home in the case of the chores. It’s not something I’m proud of. The problem I’m running into right now is coming into conflict with my chores. I let them overlap and the result is that things never get done. I’ve been… Continue reading
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