health problems
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Tome Time – The 1st??
8:12pm – 8:25pm I know this isn’t the first time that I copy over a post from my paper journal, but it feels so odd. I realize… In a way, I am still hurting from my surgery. I know the reality of the situation. An intimate look at my life… that is what this is. Continue reading
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Life & Death
My recent heath problems have made me afraid of dying. I’m attempting to get myself to where I live a healthier life. Hydration: For years when I was working, drinking enough water was frowned on. I’m trying to get into regular water drinking. Exercise: Attempting to get back into it. The energy gained will be Continue reading
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Calling In Backup
I’ve been trying to avoid addressing this, but since my life a pretty open book, I might as well note it as well… I’ve been pretty transparent about problems involving my health, but every time I hear something new, I get more frustrated. I was scheduled to see a neurologist to figure out why I Continue reading
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More Questions
… I have more of that than answers. I was discharged before 3AM this morning and had to get a Lyft home. I was told that everything was fine. That my brain was fine and my heart was fine. I was very scared because on top of the stabbing pain that rippled from underneath my Continue reading
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Gemma Blue
Sitting here in the middle of another fit of coughing. It’s a dry cough, so I know it is asthma related likely. Or connected to acid reflux. Either/or. With all the chaos of the last few months, I’m realizing that I need to get my primary physician up to date on the health issues I Continue reading
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Hey! J – J – JADED
@ 12:14AM – Sometimes I’m so miserable that I don’t see a way out from this. The constant pain… it’s just unreal. I was supposed to stay up a bit later, but let’s be honest here… I have no energy to stay up longer. Just like I’ve barely had any energy to do much at Continue reading
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No Proper Places
Still trying to come to terms with my current situation. It’s odd… frustrating even. I get used to one issue (or major problem depending on my interpretation)… only for another more troubling problem to rear its very ugly head. I feel so anxious and stressed… worried about the possibility of surgeries or additional medications. Because Continue reading
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Stringed Together Rhapsodies
I’m… Irritated, angry, frustrated, a bit jaded and distressed. I told a friend of mine today that a decade ago, I never saw my life going the way that it has. There were things that I should have done when I had the physical strength to… things that I can’t really do now. But… At Continue reading
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Patience Will End
When I look back on today, all I want to do is cry… I got nearly nothing at all done because I could barely move. The fatigue that has clung to me for days is so severe that I came close to collapsing twice in my kitchen today. I was literally rocking on my feet Continue reading
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