frustrations
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No Cause For Concern
One day at a time. That’s how I’m trying to go about my days now. Part of today involved me lying stretched out with the cats right near me. Which was fine… until the kitten stepped in the wrong spot on me. Much yelping occurred and now she’s giving me a bit of space. As Continue reading
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Justice
For many years now, I’ve found myself on the edge of a meltdown over how many times people are hurt. The criminals far too often get away with it. And… at times, the punishment is far below what should happen because of the severity of the crime. I’m bombarded daily with messages from the Ring Continue reading
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I Can’t Keep Falling
Few hours ago, I scared myself half to death. I had a weird feeling that I’d forgotten to blog – to get my thoughts out. Then I had the irrational desire to see how I could reset my post count on WordPress. Then I had a nightmare that I was in some feedback loop. Then Continue reading
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Eye Of Glass
Well, I’m still sick today. Though it’s thankfully not as severe. The intense dizziness I felt yesterday, along with nausea was frustrating. I still feel ill today. I have no idea what is happening. I tested negative for Covid, so it’s not that. Normally, I would try to get an appointment with my GP, but Continue reading
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Countdown
I realized today… after like a week of sleep deprivation – that I need to stay off YouTube. I’ve already been exposed to at least five movies and/or TV shows that I probably should not be watching. Along with someone who posted something sexually explicit on YouTube. I already reported one that involved a half-naked Continue reading
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This Sounded Better On Paper…
I’ve had moments in time where I’ve been so frustrated over what seems like minor problems. The point to me seems to actually be to not panic. However… seeing as things are getting worse, I have been looking into getting what one would call a ‘burner’ phone. It’s got nearly no data, but it wouldn’t Continue reading
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Stupid
I’ve been running my PC for over 24 hours. Insane, I know, right? I normally reboot it at least once a day. I had a reason though. I assumed that I had deleted just a few files off a flash drive. So I went and picked up restoration software… only to find that the restored Continue reading
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Um… In Sickness?
I’m bone tired and about to fall into bed… knowing that I’ve been exposed to Covid. Which is completely terrible. My immune system is already garbage… made worse by an additional medication I’m on now. I sincerely hope I don’t have it. Also, since I’m at times a right idiot, I completely messed up 2 Continue reading
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Strange Bedfellows
I’m sort of returning to normal… I guess? I felt less sick today initially… But then I started having severe chest pain. Like someone stabbed me in the middle of my chest. I’ve told about three of my friends, the first who telling me that it’s I’m likely paranoid over what it could be. The Continue reading
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Nightmare Fuel
I’m not sure if it’s my PC or WordPress doesn’t like me, but for the last week or so, it’s been nearly impossible to post on here at all. It’s disheartening, because this is part of my theraphy. I didn’t have a problem loading WordPress until after I logged into my account. How frustrating! ☹️ Continue reading