frustrations
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1-2-3 HEAVE
Yup. Still very much manic. I want to get the cleaning stuff done already. My sinuses are 10x better when I dust and vacuum. Still dealing with racing thoughts… unfortunately. I keep promising myself that either I get a good night’s sleep or I’ll go and clean up the entire house. Then, I decide on Continue reading
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Where Or Who Are You At? (Pre-Write)
Ah… Monday. The kind of day to venture forth and do the things… the things that do the do! I hope I’m still alive by the time this blog post and podcast are read. The idea sounds dark and so depressing, but with the speed that my health is deteriorating… I’ve started to feel extremely Continue reading
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Sowing Seeds (Pre-Write)
A big problem can be found if we’re not careful with what we allow to come out of our mouths. And some have bigger mouths than others. I shouldn’t have to say this, and no doubt I’ve said this time and time again by the time this blog post is visible, but it still rings Continue reading
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Oh No…
Here I am, wondering why I feel like my brain won’t shut off and why on earth I’m running on less than three hours of sleep a day… I’m going through mania again. I think… the last time I did this, it was the same thing. I’m on a mood stabilizer, but I do know Continue reading
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Incapable Of Innocence
You come to know how bad things are… when you pray in gratitude for making it into your home. Which is exactly what I did tonight. I thanked God Almighty that I was able to get into my home safe and sound. I’ve felt tired and ill most of the day, so I delayed taking Continue reading
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Double-U Oh Double-U
What a day. I can’t complain much though. I did spend lots of time cleaning. Last night, I had to stop though… Started having chest pains, so had to lay down. I did some work in the back room today. The Cat Room, had a lot of stuff in it that didn’t belong in there, Continue reading
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“D” Is For “Hunter”
Kind of disappointed tonight. I always make jokes about how dumb I am, but it’s looking more and more like that might really be the case. I literally cannot figure out how to file my taxes. At all. Which means I’ll probably end up at the tax office… but hopefully an agent can walk me Continue reading
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That’s… That
Tired. So tired… and injured. And bleeding. Kitten was spayed today and within 2 hours had already cracked her E-Collar. I got her this recovery vest and she thanked me by clawing my hands and arms up and gouging a hole into the side of the vest. Left one leg unsnapped so she has a Continue reading
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Spanish Guitar
So… I’ve frittered away the entire day, but I know what I’m suppose to do. But oh, I don’t want to. However, if I keep putting this off, I’ll be doing wrong by all of the changes in my life this year. Ignoring the internal changes will start bringing me down externally. To be fair Continue reading
Hey, Miss J! 