frustrations
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I Don’t Know What To Even Say About This
It’s currently 4AM in the morning, and I had a day planned. One of grocery shopping, my lesson, some driving… but right now, I’m struggling not to pull my hair out. I went to plug in my vacuum cleaner and saw bite marks all over the cable and even where it plugs into the machine. Continue reading
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More Questions
… I have more of that than answers. I was discharged before 3AM this morning and had to get a Lyft home. I was told that everything was fine. That my brain was fine and my heart was fine. I was very scared because on top of the stabbing pain that rippled from underneath my Continue reading
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Why Do I…
… I don’t know if I’m dealing with mood swings or a sudden nosedive into the beginnings of a depressive episode. Does it matter? I’ve been told and treated as if my mental health problems are irrelevant. It’s irritating and hurts and it’s just… Some days, I wonder why even bother? I have a feeling Continue reading
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1 oF tHe Dust BurNIeS
Dust. Sneezing. Sneezing. Dust. Oh, I’m suffering sooo much! ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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… Strange …
I wish I could say I had a favorite, but if I’m being entirely honest, I’ve never thought about it. There are many historical figures that I admire, and I greatly enjoy learning the history behind places and people. Maybe there’s one historical figure that I really like the most though. Tesla. The man wanted Continue reading
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Just Another Sad Non-Love Song
I’m almost 40. I had thought the same problems I had as a teenager were gone. That I wouldn’t care if someone made fun of me. How wrong I was. How do you describe it when the person who hurts you knows you have problems? I was fooled at one time to believe that the Continue reading
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Energy Conservation
This is a public service announcement. Energy is often collected, stored… and then wasted. Can you imagine what it’s like to see it in action? It’s terrible! I kind of imagine little wings on bolts of electricity that are flying off into the distance. And they have dollar signs dangling off their little lightning feet. Continue reading
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I Do Mean To Brag
Honestly, I don’t. I have several things that I am good at, so I’m not sure which ones to mention. Maybe a few. I’m good at singing. I played percussion for years, and I’m a classically trained pianist. I’m good at writing and slowly working on bettering myself at editing. I’m good in the kitchen Continue reading
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Gemma Blue
Sitting here in the middle of another fit of coughing. It’s a dry cough, so I know it is asthma related likely. Or connected to acid reflux. Either/or. With all the chaos of the last few months, I’m realizing that I need to get my primary physician up to date on the health issues I Continue reading
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Tired. About to attempt to assemble my new office chair. pfft. Too tired to get on the pc. ~J. Lyst I feel like I’ve written about absolutely nothing for a long time now. Continue reading
Hey, Miss J! 