frustrations
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It’s An Every/Other Day Thing
I am very shy and uncomfortable around others–in person. Because I have hearing problems, I miss a large chunk of what people are saying in front of me if they turn away. … or if I’m over two feet away. Sometimes, I have problems understanding on the phone too. Now that I have worsening memory Continue reading
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Good Question
I hate to admit this, but I’m not sure. What my full heritage is… well that’s unknown. We never did anything special or ate anything special on my mom’s side. I know nothing about my culture at all. I see things online, but I was never formally introduced to anything. Also, someone in my dad’s Continue reading
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If Only…
Therapy today was nice. We tried this kinesthetic tape to help support my thumb after paraffin treatment and cupping. I’m extremely sensitive to temperatures, so the therapist had to cool down the wax to help me. What struck me was how difficult it was for me to use the pedal exerciser today. I try to Continue reading
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I HATE THIEVES
Currently, I am trying to remain calm. But I have a headache now… I’ve already had two strokes this year and have an appointment in a few days to check and see if I have a clot that’s breaking off bits here and there. My evening was going fine until around 10PM this evening. Then… Continue reading
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Auto~Mation
The best week for me would be one where all of my meals were cooked perfectly and the entire house was cleaned and repaired. I would get a solid 8-9 hours of sleep every night and not find myself screaming every other hour. If my house could do all of that for itself, it would Continue reading
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Is That A Rhetorical Question?
My answer to that could go in different directions. If I were to discuss how I felt mentally… I could rightly say that I felt frustrated. So, I suppose that I am frustrated. But while I am, I’ve once again cut contact with them. However, this time I didn’t tell them. There was no Continue reading
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Calling In Backup
I’ve been trying to avoid addressing this, but since my life a pretty open book, I might as well note it as well… I’ve been pretty transparent about problems involving my health, but every time I hear something new, I get more frustrated. I was scheduled to see a neurologist to figure out why I Continue reading
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Oh The Things I Could Do
I’m uncertain if this would count as one of those things one would wish or the reality they want to see themselves in. Honestly, it’s probably both. So… me in an alternate universe would have both of my parents alive and my mother wouldn’t have any of the problems that she suffered with. My little Continue reading
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Breaking Up Is Not Hard To Do
This I suppose would be an announcement. I have deleted my gaming channel and will no longer involve myself with the Sims 4. I cannot tolerate how the game and gameplay is anymore, and I want a clean slate. Did I waste $800 on that game? Yes, I did. I started feeling very uncomfortable from Continue reading
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