frustrations
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Whispers From The Past
I suppose I could say I’ve been in a rotten mood all day now? For the most part. The day started off so nicely too… but today, I felt like my psychiatrist wasn’t really listening to me. She doesn’t try to rush me out of her office normally, but it felt like that today. So,… Continue reading
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Shelter At Nature
I am starting to really like this “random book generator”! It really does spit out fantastic suggestions. Granted, I have to cycle through it about 15 times in rapid succession, then double click where the name might be and that solves it! The up… post name… fixer… random enhancer ~ thingy. I’ve been dealing with… Continue reading
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Farewell False Heart
I think it’s mildly put to say my entire sleep schedule is messed up. I want to say something else, but trying not to curse even offline so… Grr. It’s hard to keep myself within the restrictions and demands of my own written schedule. I get upset and just angry with myself for writing such… Continue reading
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Sometimes You Feel Like A Nut
…and sometimes you really are one. I was super dumb tonight. Forgot I had a pan on 3 on the burner. Went to move it, burned two of my fingers. Just stood there, for nearly a half hour, with my fingers in cold water. Now, the irony is that to do my assignments, I need… Continue reading
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Agents And Heirs
Tonight is going much smoother, I think. I’m still going through something emotionally, but unlike in the past, I am working hard not to sink into a depression. Many things happen in life… that none of us have control over. Instead of beating myself up like I have in the past – I’ve stepped back… Continue reading
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Oh… OH MY!
You know it’s been a umm… day when you nearly forget to blog. SO much stuff to talk about. Such as how I ended up with a gas bill of over $600… when last month was only $120. Ugh… Bedtime for this bozo here! ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Hapless Hubris
… I’m growing more and more uncertain how to start these. Of late, all I can imagine myself writing in my blog is “I” … “I… I… I… I”!! I shouldn’t be upset at myself over this. After all, the entire blog is supposed to be about my life. It’s meant to be a solid… Continue reading
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Foreigners And Fish
Today was pretty good, the evening not so much, but the earlier parts of today were fantastic. There’s a lot I need to do in my interpersonal relationships, both with my friends and other people. As for my family… Well, I’m still trying to figure out how to unpack that. I still have PTSD and… Continue reading
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Strangers And Friends
11:03AM I just woke up from one of the worst dreams I’ve had in a while. I fell asleep working on my new schedule. I didn’t sleep for long, maybe 20 minutes, but I saw… my first cat. I saw her dart out from under my bed, look at me and climb back under it.… Continue reading
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Camera Difficulties
I’m angry. Understandably so. I have my new green screen up and mounted… but for some reason, my webcam on my gaming computer doesn’t register the green screen as well… GREEN. Even I look washed out on camera. I have absolutely no clue what is happening. I’m very upset over it. It means that my… Continue reading
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