frustrations
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Flee To The Fire
“Out of the frying pan into the fire,” is most certainly an old phrase. What happens, however… if you throw yourself further into the fire? Most people would like to avoid sinking themselves deeper into a problem… because it hurts. As much as I don’t like adversity… I’ve ben trying to push myself just a Continue reading
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Sorrowful Torment
One of my close friends died today. I am not sure what else I can say beyond that. I am grateful that she is not suffering anymore, but it does not make her loss any less painful. Thankfully, she can rest in peace now. Without being so sick and in pain all the time. I Continue reading
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Thick Or Thin
Of course, I’m listening to one of the Canadian singers I started to listening to years ago. The major one – and this sounds odd – but I visited her hometown in April 2001… That one was Celine Dion. One of the music stores we visited had a massive section in the back of dedicated Continue reading
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Taskmaster
I can prefix this post in this manner. I am tired. Bone tired. Like, if you could see my bones, they’d be yawning super wide too. They’d also be droopy and a bit grumpy. I’ve managed to cover most items on my chore list – not including my errands – all of which I’ll address Continue reading
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Vengeance Of Perfection
Today my aunt’s dog died. And I couldn’t be more furious with her. How do I even begin this one? It’s a lot to unpack. I told my father today that I’m sorry he lost his friend. Last year, when I found out that one of my cats was dying from cancer, they found out Continue reading
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For So Long
When I watch “My 600…” I sort of shudder at the similarities. One of the women on this show stated that by the time she was 14, she was 220 lbs. When I hear the closeness of it, I clench my teeth. When I was 13, I was 230lbs. It was frightening to see. When Continue reading
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Whispers From The Past
I suppose I could say I’ve been in a rotten mood all day now? For the most part. The day started off so nicely too… but today, I felt like my psychiatrist wasn’t really listening to me. She doesn’t try to rush me out of her office normally, but it felt like that today. So, Continue reading
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Shelter At Nature
I am starting to really like this “random book generator”! It really does spit out fantastic suggestions. Granted, I have to cycle through it about 15 times in rapid succession, then double click where the name might be and that solves it! The up… post name… fixer… random enhancer ~ thingy. I’ve been dealing with Continue reading
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Farewell False Heart
I think it’s mildly put to say my entire sleep schedule is messed up. I want to say something else, but trying not to curse even offline so… Grr. It’s hard to keep myself within the restrictions and demands of my own written schedule. I get upset and just angry with myself for writing such Continue reading
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Sometimes You Feel Like A Nut
…and sometimes you really are one. I was super dumb tonight. Forgot I had a pan on 3 on the burner. Went to move it, burned two of my fingers. Just stood there, for nearly a half hour, with my fingers in cold water. Now, the irony is that to do my assignments, I need Continue reading
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