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I’m not even sure what to say right now. I’m racing through my chore list tonight… all because I want to be able to write something… anything. I’m beginning to feel an itching sensation inside my skull. It’s hard to explain… but it’s powerful. It’s a compulsion. I want to put my hands down and… Continue reading
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Thick Or Thin
Of course, I’m listening to one of the Canadian singers I started to listening to years ago. The major one – and this sounds odd – but I visited her hometown in April 2001… That one was Celine Dion. One of the music stores we visited had a massive section in the back of dedicated… Continue reading
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Twisted Joints & Broken Promises
So… I’m pretty sure I wrenched my ankle just by being alive. Though I have been traveling up and down the stairs quite rapidly the last few days. Today, I decided to order out for lunch/dinner. I ended up finding a fantastic Dr. Quinn Medicine Woman fanfiction and it kept me so distracted that I… Continue reading
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Vengeance Of Perfection
Today my aunt’s dog died. And I couldn’t be more furious with her. How do I even begin this one? It’s a lot to unpack. I told my father today that I’m sorry he lost his friend. Last year, when I found out that one of my cats was dying from cancer, they found out… Continue reading
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Promises, Promises
I can’t complain much about today. However, I am frustrated with myself. Since I didn’t get enough sleep last night, that threw everything else off today. I have fantastic news though… I have hot water again. I’m so happy! I look forward to a warm shower in the morning. I’m in the midst of loading… Continue reading
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Foreigners And Fish
Today was pretty good, the evening not so much, but the earlier parts of today were fantastic. There’s a lot I need to do in my interpersonal relationships, both with my friends and other people. As for my family… Well, I’m still trying to figure out how to unpack that. I still have PTSD and… Continue reading
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All That Shivers Is Gold
My mood isn’t so bad right now… I think it’s because I’m trying to get back on a regular schedule with my medicine. Music has an enormous effect on my mood too! Current Song On Repeat: Boy Meets Girl – Waiting For A Star To Fall My house smells like the Angus beef I just… Continue reading
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An Unironic Update
Today could be neatly described as being insane. For one, I never really slept overnight. I was awake until about 1PM. Before I was on all of these meds, staying awake for 24-hours was an anomaly for me. It never really happened, because I was already far too sleepy to be awake. Now though? Running… Continue reading
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Skipping Stones
Listening to these “videos” has brought up memories of what I experienced back in 2020. The back-biting, the intrigue… all of the double-speak. The stress, pressure and exhaustion. I told a friend of mine that what I had to go through during that terrible 6-month period would be a fantastic book! A best seller even…… Continue reading
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