depression
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Pearls
@11:49PM. Sorry about this. Post: For many years, I never saw much value in myself. I think I was… and still am to an extent – emotionally stunted. I’m the youngest of three, but unlike my older siblings… neither of my parents had any hand in raising me. My father was never there and my Continue reading
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In The Mart Of Your Heart
Yeah, this blog post is TMI. I’d classify it as nasty in some places. So if you’re sensitive or squeamish, please look away! Don’t say I didn’t warn you. I feel like I backslid a little. Last night, I had all intentions to go and get some decent sleep, but then I peeked at a Continue reading
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Quinn
There are many instances where I’ve wanted to throw my hands up and say: “You know what? I quit!” Yet… due to circumstances that I technically control, I can’t do that. I can’t just abandon all the responsibilities I have. I can’t abandon my cat or my friends. I would say family too… but half Continue reading
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Exclusive Upgrade For You
Accidentally spilled my dinner tonight. I wanted to cry. I spent quite a bit of time tinkering so I was hungry and decided to go and risk it and spend the dinero on some delicious Chinese takeout. I swear… I am extremely fussy and picky, especially when it comes to eating out or trying something Continue reading
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Concepts With Silver
I still have days when my mood goes down. What I like so much about my mood stabilizer is that I can’t go down but so far. I never linger there. It’s very nice… a wonderful change from what I’m used to. I’m still getting used to having clarity of thought. While I’m still fretting Continue reading
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I’m not even sure what to say right now. I’m racing through my chore list tonight… all because I want to be able to write something… anything. I’m beginning to feel an itching sensation inside my skull. It’s hard to explain… but it’s powerful. It’s a compulsion. I want to put my hands down and Continue reading
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Whispers From The Past
I suppose I could say I’ve been in a rotten mood all day now? For the most part. The day started off so nicely too… but today, I felt like my psychiatrist wasn’t really listening to me. She doesn’t try to rush me out of her office normally, but it felt like that today. So, Continue reading
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Farewell False Heart
I think it’s mildly put to say my entire sleep schedule is messed up. I want to say something else, but trying not to curse even offline so… Grr. It’s hard to keep myself within the restrictions and demands of my own written schedule. I get upset and just angry with myself for writing such Continue reading
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Promises, Promises
I can’t complain much about today. However, I am frustrated with myself. Since I didn’t get enough sleep last night, that threw everything else off today. I have fantastic news though… I have hot water again. I’m so happy! I look forward to a warm shower in the morning. I’m in the midst of loading Continue reading
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