chaos
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Just Some Stuff That I Used To Know
One of my absolute favorite hobbies is writing. Writing is time consuming, but it’s still enjoyable. I have my Nanowrimo 2013, 2015 and 2023 T-shirts from the national competition. NanoWrimo challenge for November: Write 50,000 words in 30 days. At one point, my dad asked what the prize was. I explained that you can purchase Continue reading
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It’s An Every/Other Day Thing
I am very shy and uncomfortable around others–in person. Because I have hearing problems, I miss a large chunk of what people are saying in front of me if they turn away. … or if I’m over two feet away. Sometimes, I have problems understanding on the phone too. Now that I have worsening memory Continue reading
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Adrena—Whaa?
The headache I developed from the nightmare of last night followed me until 2 or 3 this afternoon. I was in bed and trying to sleep it off. It was excruciating and made me queasy. I felt like my brain was sloshing around in my head. I still had a long task list to get Continue reading
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You’d Think It Was A Good Thing
I wonder if all of this falls under Narcissism. Seems like it! ~J. Lyst There are so many other reasons I avoid family. I’m not even texting any of them. I also got a deceptive voicemail recently. “Oh, I’m just calling to confirm that everything transferred over and you saw my name. Give me a Continue reading
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Uninspired
… I’m not sure what’s happening to me right now. I was super motivated when this week began and then suddenly it’s just… I don’t know. I’m starting to worry that my mental state is deteriorating again. I’ve had hours today to complete an assignment that only takes me on average 2 hours… but it’s Continue reading
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Accountability
I have a problem. It’s a frustrating one and hails from the days when I was actually able to go out and work. Back then, I always fretted about being able to pay bills. After a while, I stopped constantly spending with the cards because I was struggling to pay them off quickly. I was Continue reading
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Nem
No. People never solve problems. In fact, more problems are always brought in. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Funny Story…
I was already a homebody before the pandemic. When Covid came though, I pretty much turned into a recluse. I don’t leave home often, and when I do… I’m always worried about getting sick from someone. My immune system was garbage before all of this, and I would catch colds very easily. Oh, I also Continue reading
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Patience Will End
When I look back on today, all I want to do is cry… I got nearly nothing at all done because I could barely move. The fatigue that has clung to me for days is so severe that I came close to collapsing twice in my kitchen today. I was literally rocking on my feet Continue reading
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Soft Spoken Words
I’m not tired. That sucks. But I think I had a weird semi-nap today. I also unfortunately had my dinner late, so I have to sit up to try and mitigate my chances of having terrific heartburn. And by terrific, I mean absolutely terrible. I did most of my chores today, but my left knee Continue reading
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