bipolarism
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Concepts With Silver
I still have days when my mood goes down. What I like so much about my mood stabilizer is that I can’t go down but so far. I never linger there. It’s very nice… a wonderful change from what I’m used to. I’m still getting used to having clarity of thought. While I’m still fretting Continue reading
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I’m not even sure what to say right now. I’m racing through my chore list tonight… all because I want to be able to write something… anything. I’m beginning to feel an itching sensation inside my skull. It’s hard to explain… but it’s powerful. It’s a compulsion. I want to put my hands down and Continue reading
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Escape The Beginning
I think I’m starting to sort of get the edge on what my daily “tasks” are. However, I’m still combating against the ‘midday’ fatigue. It’s the sucky kind that makes me almost literally pass out while I’m in the middle of doing something important. Or even watching something on my phone. I’ve been dropping my Continue reading
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Whispers From The Past
I suppose I could say I’ve been in a rotten mood all day now? For the most part. The day started off so nicely too… but today, I felt like my psychiatrist wasn’t really listening to me. She doesn’t try to rush me out of her office normally, but it felt like that today. So, Continue reading
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Promises, Promises
I can’t complain much about today. However, I am frustrated with myself. Since I didn’t get enough sleep last night, that threw everything else off today. I have fantastic news though… I have hot water again. I’m so happy! I look forward to a warm shower in the morning. I’m in the midst of loading Continue reading
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Learning Master
I’m working hard on improving my sleeping schedule. I’m going to aim for bed around midnight and to pop out of bed early in the AM. I have a few things to do. I want to get set up with potentially having space for my writing again. My bedroom and house look better than ever… Continue reading
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Hapless Hubris
… I’m growing more and more uncertain how to start these. Of late, all I can imagine myself writing in my blog is “I” … “I… I… I… I”!! I shouldn’t be upset at myself over this. After all, the entire blog is supposed to be about my life. It’s meant to be a solid Continue reading