anxiety
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Be Careful What You Ask For
I’m so confused right now. I took a hiatus off writing to give myself a chance to rest and relax. Instead, it’s starting to look like the opposite. I have views but only 1 comment. Am I begging for them? I’m not trying to, but there is nothing there at all. Most of my reviews Continue reading
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Accountability
I have a problem. It’s a frustrating one and hails from the days when I was actually able to go out and work. Back then, I always fretted about being able to pay bills. After a while, I stopped constantly spending with the cards because I was struggling to pay them off quickly. I was Continue reading
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Is This Early?
That I wasn’t completely out of my mind, just sick from two different mental illnesses that parallel each other, then collide over and over again. Or maybe I am out of my mind… Sometimes, I feel like a stranger in my body. I probably need to talk to my psychiatrist again about that. https://healthmatters.nyp.org/understanding-difference-bipolar-borderline-personality-disorder I Continue reading
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Where Or Who Are You At? (Pre-Write)
Ah… Monday. The kind of day to venture forth and do the things… the things that do the do! I hope I’m still alive by the time this blog post and podcast are read. The idea sounds dark and so depressing, but with the speed that my health is deteriorating… I’ve started to feel extremely Continue reading
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Sowing Seeds (Pre-Write)
A big problem can be found if we’re not careful with what we allow to come out of our mouths. And some have bigger mouths than others. I shouldn’t have to say this, and no doubt I’ve said this time and time again by the time this blog post is visible, but it still rings Continue reading
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Oh No…
Here I am, wondering why I feel like my brain won’t shut off and why on earth I’m running on less than three hours of sleep a day… I’m going through mania again. I think… the last time I did this, it was the same thing. I’m on a mood stabilizer, but I do know Continue reading
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It’s So Sorry
My entire day was consumed with sleepiness. I had a whole list of things to do… and couldn’t do anything except dishes. I was so tired. It was rough. I’ve no clue why that happened. Maybe due to my anti-anxiety medication mixed with the meds for my nerve pain?? I have heard that Gabapentin does Continue reading
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Countdown
I realized today… after like a week of sleep deprivation – that I need to stay off YouTube. I’ve already been exposed to at least five movies and/or TV shows that I probably should not be watching. Along with someone who posted something sexually explicit on YouTube. I already reported one that involved a half-naked Continue reading
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