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I feel a lot less sick now. Yesterday evening/night, I felt as if I was going to pass out… for hours. What I did to help myself was fairly simple. Well… not quite. When it involves me, nothing is ever that simple. Nothing is ever too easy. There are no shortcuts when I’m dealing with… Continue reading
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You Can(not) Count On Me
It’s strange. I was nervous about resuming recording. Oddly enough, I worried how my voice would be received. I’ve recorded last night’s post. It can be found here: https://anchor.fm/miss-lyst/episodes/S4E1—The-Extremes-e1pl64o Want to hear the soothing sounds of my smooth voice? Click there to tune in! That’s just my problem though. I always doubt myself. With everything.… Continue reading
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The Extremes
Today was… I’m not even sure how to describe it. One thing is a certainty though. This post will be up on my Podcast by noon tomorrow for a good old listening in. I was asked recently when I would upload again. Hope it doesn’t disappoint! My body’s sore tonight. I’m aching and hurting… but… Continue reading
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Skipping Stones
Listening to these “videos” has brought up memories of what I experienced back in 2020. The back-biting, the intrigue… all of the double-speak. The stress, pressure and exhaustion. I told a friend of mine that what I had to go through during that terrible 6-month period would be a fantastic book! A best seller even…… Continue reading
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Oh, How The Turns Have Tabled
Watching another one of those “Air Text” conversation videos. I feel like laughing because I know that chaos will soon break through. Good grief… I’ve been watching the video for nearly 20 minutes, and I’m already angry at the protagonist’s mother. I’ll be working on my lesson tonight and see if I can get anything… Continue reading
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Où es-tu?
I’m sleepy. It’s been a ridiculously long day. I didn’t take both of my pills last night, so I was strung higher than a kite until around 8AM this morning. Understandably… that’s not at all healthy. It was so so stupid. I got sucked into those text messaging videos. The ones that have those ridiculous… Continue reading
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Alone
So, got news. I finished “Perspectives” in one day. That’s the good news. The bad news is that most of my day is now gone. I had nothing but grilled cheese for dinner. I’d debated ordering via GrubHub for food, but decided against it. I honestly can’t afford to order through them. I also can’t… Continue reading
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Broken Within
How many of us hide under a pretty shell? I suffered from an existential crisis at one point. For some people, they might have a brief period of time not understanding themselves, right? Except my questions lingered for over a decade. From Fifteen to Twenty-Five – I questioned myself. Why am I here? What am… Continue reading
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The Pitfalls Of Dependency
This post is partially NSFW near the bottom. You have been warned. I had a different idea for my title today. Potential options will be included below… somewhere. I chose otherwise because I just found what I wrote this morning, while waiting to see my psychiatrist. It went like this: “@10:10am today. I forgot where… Continue reading
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