Introspection
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Où es-tu?
I’m sleepy. It’s been a ridiculously long day. I didn’t take both of my pills last night, so I was strung higher than a kite until around 8AM this morning. Understandably… that’s not at all healthy. It was so so stupid. I got sucked into those text messaging videos. The ones that have those ridiculous Continue reading
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Alone
So, got news. I finished “Perspectives” in one day. That’s the good news. The bad news is that most of my day is now gone. I had nothing but grilled cheese for dinner. I’d debated ordering via GrubHub for food, but decided against it. I honestly can’t afford to order through them. I also can’t Continue reading
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Broken Within
How many of us hide under a pretty shell? I suffered from an existential crisis at one point. For some people, they might have a brief period of time not understanding themselves, right? Except my questions lingered for over a decade. From Fifteen to Twenty-Five – I questioned myself. Why am I here? What am Continue reading
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The Pitfalls Of Dependency
This post is partially NSFW near the bottom. You have been warned. I had a different idea for my title today. Potential options will be included below… somewhere. I chose otherwise because I just found what I wrote this morning, while waiting to see my psychiatrist. It went like this: “@10:10am today. I forgot where Continue reading
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Different Stripes
People are funny. Or maybe it’s just me. Terrible things keep happening, and now all I can do is laugh about it. Today, I suffered from being so “hyper” active yesterday. I slept very little, then struggled to get out of bed. One of my friends told me that was caused by the fibromyalgia – Continue reading
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Same Old Song
Dance too. I’m sitting here, going over Episode 3 of “There Must Be Happy Endings”. This is after taking a peek at Episode of 26 of “Maybe Meant To Be”. In the latter one, I really feel for Mincheol. He’s quite an adorable dweeb. Jia on the other hand… is more than a little annoying. Continue reading
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Finding Myself Again
I’m at one of those easy and relaxed periods right now. I had a wonderful call with a friend and explained to her that I wanted to get rid of my old piano. It’s going unused though. It’s a wonderfully, beautifully old piece of display furniture basically. It’s doing nothing but taking up space. If Continue reading
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Turn Back Time
Please turn reverse the clock. I want to go back. I want to have a chance to do it all again. Maybe if I had known back then, I could have avoided a mountain of problems. I have a precondition for that. I’d love to remember enough to warn my younger self to not do Continue reading
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Either Way
So many hobbies to do, so many assignments to do. I feel the madness bearing down on me now. It’s awful. I had a weird nap-dream earlier where I was being bitten by the bones of a lambchop… Yeah, it was strange. So… some thoughts. Day three (or four) of total radio silence with the Continue reading
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