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Musings From Miss Lyst

Introspection

March 10, 2023

Promises, Promises

I can’t complain much about today. However, I am frustrated with myself. Since I didn’t get enough sleep last night, that threw everything else off today. I have fantastic news though… I have hot water again. I’m so happy! I look forward to a warm shower in the morning. I’m in the midst of loading… Continue reading

Introspection, mental health

anxiety, bipolarism, childhood, depression, family, memories, mental illness, mood swings, PTSD, self awareness, self-esteem, trauma, writers
March 9, 2023

Checking For Cheques

Because “Queuing For Cues” might be reserved for the next day? Right now, I’m dealing with what supposedly is ‘tennis elbow’. With pain shooting from my shoulder down through my bicep and into my wrist. It then proceeds to swirl around my wrist over and over again. I keep imagining my left arm like a… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

fatigue, fibromyalgia, lists, muscle pain, nerve damage, schedule, sleep schedules, updates, writers
March 8, 2023

Unquenched Thirst

Today was a very good one. I’ve been attempting to keep up with the demands of my scheduled ‘chore’ lists. ‘Cept I think I was early today. Was spose to take out trash tomorrow… so I guess I can check it off the list ahead of time? It can be a lot. The list that… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection, mental health

assignments, chores, home, humor in little things, lists, mental illness, schedule, time crunch, updates, writers
March 7, 2023

100% Match

At current, I’m half freezing to death in here. I wanted to push it and stay up late… cleaning. However, I realized that I just need to change up my bedsheets, put on a quilt and go to bed. A lot happened today. Lots of good things. Got a huge hunk of my office and… Continue reading

Introspection

chores, cleaning, day to day, depression, life journey, mental illness, writing
March 6, 2023

Taking Care Of

It’s amazing what fatigue can do… I just spent about an hour trying to figure out why my chore “tally” list was off. Only to find out that I combined two tasks and was missing one. So… That added an extra 8 points on there. I’m scratching my head right now, listening to this dialogue.… Continue reading

Introspection

chores, day to day, entertainment, fatigue, lists, sleep deprivation, writers
March 4, 2023

Flight For Freedom

One of the things I’ve desired for so long – nearly as long as my desire for a partner… is a cleared home. When I play my games, my Sim families always have neat homes. Everyone chips in to keep the house clean. Everyone is so happy too. Some of them are actually neat freaks… Continue reading

Introspection

ea games, entertainment, games, writers, YouTube
March 3, 2023

HAHAHAHAHA!

I love Chicago. Don’t you? By that, I don’t mean the location, nor am I referring to the musical of the same name. Instead, I’m going through my catalogue of music by them. It’s funny in a way. Much of the music I enjoy the most come from the 1980s to early 2000s. Though, I… Continue reading

Check-In, Day By Day, Introspection, mental health, Non-Dabble Authory Dabbles

anxiety, bipolarism, cooking, depression, entertainment, fanfiction, fatigue, fibromyalgia, food, mental illness, music, sleep schedules, Spider-Man, writers, X-Men
March 2, 2023

I’ll Always Be Your Girl

Listening to music like this always makes me feel so happy. Just… to be happy. I don’t need a particular thing that I’m happy about really. Do I? Though the lyrics might have a lot to do with it. Unlike in the past, listening to music like this doesn’t make me feel so overwhelmingly lonely.… Continue reading

Introspection

art is fun, artwork, fanfiction, happiness, music, therapy, writers, writing
February 28, 2023

Whirlwind

I feel like I’ve been spinning my wheels the last few hours. I have half of my office organized now. It sucks that my bathtub’s drain is now… so slow. I’m hopeful to get everything with that situated soon. As now I’m standing in a bucket in the tub to properly take a shower. I… Continue reading

Introspection

chores, cleaning, life in chaos, lists, writers
February 26, 2023

Hapless Hubris

… I’m growing more and more uncertain how to start these. Of late, all I can imagine myself writing in my blog is “I” … “I… I… I… I”!! I shouldn’t be upset at myself over this. After all, the entire blog is supposed to be about my life. It’s meant to be a solid… Continue reading

Introspection, mental health

bipolarism, dealing with change, depression, frustrations, humor in little things, hurt feelings, loss, medication, mental illness, pride, self awareness, writer, writing