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Musings From Miss Lyst

Introspection

March 18, 2023

Farewell False Heart

I think it’s mildly put to say my entire sleep schedule is messed up. I want to say something else, but trying not to curse even offline so… Grr. It’s hard to keep myself within the restrictions and demands of my own written schedule. I get upset and just angry with myself for writing such… Continue reading

Introspection

chores, cleaning, depression, disappointment, frustrations, irritation, schedule, updates, writers
March 16, 2023

Agents And Heirs

Tonight is going much smoother, I think. I’m still going through something emotionally, but unlike in the past, I am working hard not to sink into a depression. Many things happen in life… that none of us have control over. Instead of beating myself up like I have in the past – I’ve stepped back… Continue reading

Introspection

disappointments, friends, friendship, frustrations, loss, mental illness, plans, schedule, writers
March 11, 2023

Tire Tracks

So… it’s 8:34PM, and I’m punching out a quick update. I just had to spend way too much money on stuff for the house, including things for my car. I need to have the car washed, but I travel 30+ minutes each way to wash the car at one time. Years back, I used to… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

cleaning, day to day, games, life journey, updates
March 10, 2023

Promises, Promises

I can’t complain much about today. However, I am frustrated with myself. Since I didn’t get enough sleep last night, that threw everything else off today. I have fantastic news though… I have hot water again. I’m so happy! I look forward to a warm shower in the morning. I’m in the midst of loading… Continue reading

Introspection, mental health

anxiety, bipolarism, childhood, depression, family, memories, mental illness, mood swings, PTSD, self awareness, self-esteem, trauma, writers
March 9, 2023

Checking For Cheques

Because “Queuing For Cues” might be reserved for the next day? Right now, I’m dealing with what supposedly is ‘tennis elbow’. With pain shooting from my shoulder down through my bicep and into my wrist. It then proceeds to swirl around my wrist over and over again. I keep imagining my left arm like a… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

fatigue, fibromyalgia, lists, muscle pain, nerve damage, schedule, sleep schedules, updates, writers
March 8, 2023

Unquenched Thirst

Today was a very good one. I’ve been attempting to keep up with the demands of my scheduled ‘chore’ lists. ‘Cept I think I was early today. Was spose to take out trash tomorrow… so I guess I can check it off the list ahead of time? It can be a lot. The list that… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection, mental health

assignments, chores, home, humor in little things, lists, mental illness, schedule, time crunch, updates, writers
March 7, 2023

100% Match

At current, I’m half freezing to death in here. I wanted to push it and stay up late… cleaning. However, I realized that I just need to change up my bedsheets, put on a quilt and go to bed. A lot happened today. Lots of good things. Got a huge hunk of my office and… Continue reading

Introspection

chores, cleaning, day to day, depression, life journey, mental illness, writing
March 6, 2023

Taking Care Of

It’s amazing what fatigue can do… I just spent about an hour trying to figure out why my chore “tally” list was off. Only to find out that I combined two tasks and was missing one. So… That added an extra 8 points on there. I’m scratching my head right now, listening to this dialogue.… Continue reading

Introspection

chores, day to day, entertainment, fatigue, lists, sleep deprivation, writers
March 4, 2023

Flight For Freedom

One of the things I’ve desired for so long – nearly as long as my desire for a partner… is a cleared home. When I play my games, my Sim families always have neat homes. Everyone chips in to keep the house clean. Everyone is so happy too. Some of them are actually neat freaks… Continue reading

Introspection

ea games, entertainment, games, writers, YouTube
March 3, 2023

HAHAHAHAHA!

I love Chicago. Don’t you? By that, I don’t mean the location, nor am I referring to the musical of the same name. Instead, I’m going through my catalogue of music by them. It’s funny in a way. Much of the music I enjoy the most come from the 1980s to early 2000s. Though, I… Continue reading

Check-In, Day By Day, Introspection, mental health, Non-Dabble Authory Dabbles

anxiety, bipolarism, cooking, depression, entertainment, fanfiction, fatigue, fibromyalgia, food, mental illness, music, sleep schedules, Spider-Man, writers, X-Men