Introspection – Page 51

March 27, 2023

Why A Tuba

For some strange reason, whenever I see TV shows that depict bands from the 1800s… Well… y’know. Currently watching another episode of Dr. Quinn… and I’m very intrigued. I’ve been re-reading NtC chapters too. I tasted the idea of what I should include in the next chapter. I’m a little confused too. I’m sitting here… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

chores, disagreements, happiness, life journey, writers

March 26, 2023

And This Is Why I Excel At Failure

… I wish I could say it was a silly story… or just a made-up scenario. Unfortunately, I felt as if I was looking back at myself in time. I suppose the me that has already unpacked so much – with confidence – on my blog still has much to deal with. Things I thought… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection

anger, authors, bipolarism, depression, fiction, mental illness, self awareness, self conscious, self worth, therapy, writers

March 25, 2023

Trials and Tribble~ations

I have a strong desire to watch “The Trouble With Tribbles” again. I have to admit those are the strangest creatures I’ve ever seen. They sort of remind me of tiny Pomeranians, but without the nose or eyeballs or mouth… legs or tail. They’re such a strange species. Of course, I might be distracted in… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

chores, entertainment, fanfic, updates

March 24, 2023

Flowers In The Clouds

I think I’m doing it… Maybe… Maybe not? Despite all of that, I really am trying hard. I have worried myself sick over little things. I know that I get obsessive about songs and reaction videos. Currently, I’m obsessing over Dimash, and his insane vocal range. … And Tommy Johansson’s performances. I really like how… Continue reading

Hobbies, Introspection

entertainment, hobby, lists, music, writers, writing, YouTube

March 23, 2023

Future Of The Forsaken

I finally found a song I’ve been looking for. Unintentionally. Backstory: I enjoy watching couple or family YT channels, but one of them did a very interesting video with this particular song. I think it was detailing how his dog had started snuggling his wife and ignoring him. So, he took a super sweet video… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

fibromyalgia, Jeri Ryan, lists, muscle pain, music, schedule, sleep deprivation, Star Trek, writers

March 20, 2023

The Incredible Sparkles McFancy

So, I have an insane idea… and it might be a functioning one too! I slept so hard this morning that I really wasn’t in the mood for much, but while hanging out on the couch and looking at random YT shorts, I thought about if it would be possible for me to have a… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

better days, chores, cleaning, excitement, happiness, lists, moods, organizing

March 19, 2023

We Don’t Go Back Only Forward

Or we’re supposed to, aren’t we?? What I was told today hours ago was complete and total garbage. I was very upset, to the point of tears. Then I went to visit another friend… and it was very nice. I think I’m going to make it a habit to try to visit every weekend if… Continue reading

Introspection

anger, bipolarism, disappointments, lists, mental health, updates, writers

March 18, 2023

Farewell False Heart

I think it’s mildly put to say my entire sleep schedule is messed up. I want to say something else, but trying not to curse even offline so… Grr. It’s hard to keep myself within the restrictions and demands of my own written schedule. I get upset and just angry with myself for writing such… Continue reading

Introspection

chores, cleaning, depression, disappointment, frustrations, irritation, schedule, updates, writers

March 16, 2023

Agents And Heirs

Tonight is going much smoother, I think. I’m still going through something emotionally, but unlike in the past, I am working hard not to sink into a depression. Many things happen in life… that none of us have control over. Instead of beating myself up like I have in the past – I’ve stepped back… Continue reading

Introspection

disappointments, friends, friendship, frustrations, loss, mental illness, plans, schedule, writers

March 11, 2023

Tire Tracks

So… it’s 8:34PM, and I’m punching out a quick update. I just had to spend way too much money on stuff for the house, including things for my car. I need to have the car washed, but I travel 30+ minutes each way to wash the car at one time. Years back, I used to… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

cleaning, day to day, games, life journey, updates