Introspection
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Avoiding The Night
I’m tired… and I keep falling asleep. Let’s talk about that shall we? I’m not inherently lazy, at least not now. Yet… I’m struggling to get decent sleep and now I’m falling asleep all over the place. I believe part of what I have to do is just let myself go to bed. Like… I… Continue reading
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Twisted Joints & Broken Promises
So… I’m pretty sure I wrenched my ankle just by being alive. Though I have been traveling up and down the stairs quite rapidly the last few days. Today, I decided to order out for lunch/dinner. I ended up finding a fantastic Dr. Quinn Medicine Woman fanfiction and it kept me so distracted that I… Continue reading
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Vengeance Of Perfection
Today my aunt’s dog died. And I couldn’t be more furious with her. How do I even begin this one? It’s a lot to unpack. I told my father today that I’m sorry he lost his friend. Last year, when I found out that one of my cats was dying from cancer, they found out… Continue reading
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For So Long
When I watch “My 600…” I sort of shudder at the similarities. One of the women on this show stated that by the time she was 14, she was 220 lbs. When I hear the closeness of it, I clench my teeth. When I was 13, I was 230lbs. It was frightening to see. When… Continue reading
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Whispers From The Past
I suppose I could say I’ve been in a rotten mood all day now? For the most part. The day started off so nicely too… but today, I felt like my psychiatrist wasn’t really listening to me. She doesn’t try to rush me out of her office normally, but it felt like that today. So,… Continue reading
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Leading Myself
I feel like I should hold myself in place so I cannot go anywhere. The exhaustion I felt yesterday seems like nothing when compared to what I’ve had to experience today. I ended up driving about 2 hours. Nearly straight with a break in the middle. My cat needed a trim… finally. After like nearly… Continue reading
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Shelter At Nature
I am starting to really like this “random book generator”! It really does spit out fantastic suggestions. Granted, I have to cycle through it about 15 times in rapid succession, then double click where the name might be and that solves it! The up… post name… fixer… random enhancer ~ thingy. I’ve been dealing with… Continue reading
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Eyes On Me
I’m sitting here… yawning so wide that my jaw might crack rn. It’s bad. I fell asleep during a meeting today, which I struggled not to do. Then I got to visit with a very dear friend. It was so nice to see her. Apologies if the title is weird or repetitive. I got it… Continue reading
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