Introspection
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Corn
For the first time in a long time, I’m not suffering from any confusions or delusions. At least not right now… but my memory is still garbage. My dinner tonight is corn… I literally have no mind and no energy to make anything else. It’s amusing in a horrifying way. Corn and cheese. A whole Continue reading
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Unwilling To Take Risks
Tired. Again. Nothing new there. Great news is that I nearly got all of my chores done today along with playing “Happy Color,” watching “Hoarders,” cooking and etc. I hit 3 rooms and 4 areas in total. My bedroom and office are technically in the same area. The office encompasses my desk, which is this Continue reading
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Rip Van Twinkle
Onward goes my continue race to finally obtain a somewhat normal night’s sleep. It’s possible that I’m starting to make some headway on it. That’s only because now I’m napping like it’s no one’s business. Even with the naps, I find myself yawning like I’m a python about to swallow something whole. It’s insane how Continue reading
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Y-A-W-N
Of course, this doesn’t stand for anything. However, it is something I’m doing in excess. I’m kind of stressing right now because I have a lesson to complete, a bed to make up and sleep that’s needed. I wonder if the medication for my fibromyalgia is causing this. I’ve read that SSRIs can do that… Continue reading
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I Am Confusion
Okay, please tell me why exactly I’m so tired? I’ve been sleeping over 6 hours, and some times even taking naps. Yet, I’m still bone tired. My yawns have been so awful today that I worried about gagging a few times. I’m struggling to stay up long enough to take my nighttime meds, speed through Continue reading
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Eye Of Glass
Well, I’m still sick today. Though it’s thankfully not as severe. The intense dizziness I felt yesterday, along with nausea was frustrating. I still feel ill today. I have no idea what is happening. I tested negative for Covid, so it’s not that. Normally, I would try to get an appointment with my GP, but Continue reading
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Not Too Bad
Granted… not the best either, but something’s better than nothing! I got 0 done in terms of getting my entertainment schedule in order. As a matter of fact, I’ve been playing the Sims all day. Which proved to be a terrible idea. I’m once again behind in my chores so 0 clean pots, pans, cutlery Continue reading
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Go Ahead – Say It!
I didn’t have much time to do anything today. I need to tend to cats before bed. Already got my reading done, which is fantastic. I’m already groaning because I have to reorganize the cat room again. I’m repurposing the space to hold my paper supplies. I have major work to be done in the Continue reading
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Heel Nips
So, I’ve been involved in this footrace for months now… Literally months. To catch up with my lessons and better allocate my time. It has not been fun. It has not been easy. I’ve been angry at myself quite often. Rushing at the last minute takes the enjoyment out of my lessons. I love learning, Continue reading