Introspection
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Alls Noms That Ends Nom
I was trying to avoid eating so late. I also under normal circumstances have the meat I’ll be eating thawed out and ready to go. Didn’t happen today. Also got some super strange news about my body, and I now have a lot of appointments to schedule. I’m not happy about this. I hate being Continue reading
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Soft Spoken Words
I’m not tired. That sucks. But I think I had a weird semi-nap today. I also unfortunately had my dinner late, so I have to sit up to try and mitigate my chances of having terrific heartburn. And by terrific, I mean absolutely terrible. I did most of my chores today, but my left knee Continue reading
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The End Of The Good Times
This all depends. Are we talking about the Erikson model of life stages? If so, I’d say that I miss Intimacy vs Isolation. Also known as young adulthood. I know that I’m not an old adult by any means, but I feel like I’m crouched right on the edge of middle age. Though I Continue reading
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Recalibrating
I completely forgot that I was supposed to get a phone call from the doctor and not an in office visit today. Which means I ended up at the doctor’s office without an actual appointment. Now, the doctor still took me in and saw me regardless. She explained that my dosing schedule was throwing things Continue reading
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Unsteady
I was unaware that there’s a strange half-life or 75% or summat for my mood stabilizer. The antidepressant is extended release, but the mood stabilizer? No. So the doctor said it’s a possibility that I’m as off-kilter as I am due to unregulated medication uses. Struggling to maintain some sense of order in my life Continue reading
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I’ve Thought Of This Often
There’s so much more I wish I could tell my teenage self… But that’s not possible. I’m just glad I made it out of my teens before I did something really harmful to myself. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Brokering For Beagles
Today’s title is based on one particular dog that I miss very much… Such a sweetheart. The muscle relaxant I was given to help with my jaw seemed to irritate my spine. One of those I need a lot more than the other to write properly. I can always puree my food if it gets Continue reading
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1-2-3 HEAVE
Yup. Still very much manic. I want to get the cleaning stuff done already. My sinuses are 10x better when I dust and vacuum. Still dealing with racing thoughts… unfortunately. I keep promising myself that either I get a good night’s sleep or I’ll go and clean up the entire house. Then, I decide on Continue reading
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Where Or Who Are You At? (Pre-Write)
Ah… Monday. The kind of day to venture forth and do the things… the things that do the do! I hope I’m still alive by the time this blog post and podcast are read. The idea sounds dark and so depressing, but with the speed that my health is deteriorating… I’ve started to feel extremely Continue reading
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