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Tired. I sort of go stuff caught up. I hammered through two lessons today… which is something I’ve never done before. I won’t say that I didn’t miss sleep, because I most certainly did. Right now, because it’s late, I’m back into doing 10 minute bursts of cleaning. A lot can be done in 10… Continue reading
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Battery 40%
Long day, loooong night. I’ve been dealing with balancing my books and paying bills, and that always throws my sleeping pattern off. For days. Now, I’m back to also food prepping… but I still have the same chores and the same lessons to deal with. I’ve unfortunately been neglecting the chores part too. Too much… Continue reading
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La La La La Life Goes On
Currently in the midst of a whole lot of paperwork and a whole lot of pressure. I’m back to talking to my dad on a more regular basis… and for several days now, my aunt has been in the hospital fighting a triad. Urinary tract infection, kidney infection and septicemia. I told my dad today… Continue reading
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Just Five Things?
Well… here we go. Sleep. Body don’t hurt when I’m unconscious. Sleep. I have very vivid dreams and nightmares… usually caused by oxygen deprivation. Sometimes happens when I don’t pull CPAP off at night too. Food. Love to eat and cook. I just started making my own crackers… which are soo good! Sims 4. I’m… Continue reading
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I Will Never…
…Give up. Though navigating through years of neglected mental health almost led me in the wrong direction, I am so grateful to have medical intervention to help me. Something that I tell my friends now—since I have the experience—is that there is no shame in asking for help when you need it. I was so… Continue reading
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Bit-What?
Not much to say today. Got stuff to catch up on. Boo. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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NVN
So. Tired. Even with audio, I keep nodding off. In the past, I would just up and go and push through. I’ve been doing that a very long time… Just pushing through. But… I’m not the same person as I was when I started doing that. This means, I’ll be hitting the bed very soon.… Continue reading
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Letters
Sometimes at night, I wonder… Actually, it’s fairly often. Can I be likeable, just for being me? I’ve lived for a long time where those who are rotten always seem to get ahead. They have a lot more friends… at times, way more money. Then, I sat back and wondered why I was questioning such… Continue reading
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Should It Be Back Further?
Today been crossing my eyes, wiggling my toes, yawning and yeah… Doing barely anything. I think the weather outside is having an unwanted effect. Just… snow everywhere. I’ve had to cancel three appointments this week, due to the snow. Also, I’ve been working on my final expenses. I’m terrified to find out if I’ll even… Continue reading
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Build Mode
I’ve been debating off and on the idea of building my dream home in the Sims 4. Cos if I do that, it’ll likely take me about 2-3 hours and then I gotta figure out which family might live in it one day. The couple I’ve been playing with might be nice for it, but… Continue reading
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