misslyst
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Closed Shades
Pain is a large part of my existence. Today it was worse. I’m not exactly sure what I dreamed of, but I felt as if my left shoulder had been stomped on overnight… for hours. When I felt this on the right side, I wanted to cry because the cramping in my ribs coincided with… Continue reading
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Dreams of Cheese & Cherries
Today was tiring, but very good. Every day, I am finding more often than not a reason to smile. I can spend hours a day listening to music without the added background of a human voice. I don’t need that nearly as much as I thought I would. There are many things I want to… Continue reading
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Seat Of Motivation
I don’t have long, so let’s talk. I’ve often questioned what was the driving force behind what I do. I enjoy soft, fuzzy things that make me feel warm. Maybe that’s why I write fluffy stories so well… because it’s something that I don’t have in my life. I yearn for it. Sometimes, I feel… Continue reading
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Push It
Time: 10:59PM Good news… first. Then the chaos. I got the scene I was so worried over penned out for chapter 18, so I should be able to smoothly incorporate it. My plan to use buckets and milk cartons to do my laundry was a success. The downsides? I ended up driving for who knows… Continue reading
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See Me Runnin’
I want so badly to go to bed. The urge to not post is quite strong. We went shopping today. The chaos… the madness… The frequent trips to the bathroom. Only for me to literally rumble back in here and prepare for a meeting. The meeting went well. What I think I’ll do tonight because… Continue reading
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Making The Most of A Bad Situation
Song(s): Time: 10:45PM Scroll down for what might be a bad idea! My forearms hate me at current. I ended up somehow walking nearly two miles today. What’s so strange about that is that I never event went outside the house. Part of what took me so far was the running up and down for… Continue reading
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Feels Good Sounds Good
Time: 9:21PM Today was better than yesterday – by a long shot. So much fruit! I’ve been licking my fingers and face for most of the day. I really love pineapple, which I got Friday for free, along with a huge watermelon. We got corn too, but a lot of it was bad. Like mushy…… Continue reading
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In Short
Can’t say too much really. My day has been exhausting. I found out that one of my friends just lost her brother. Then, I ended up attending a memorial service for another friend’s sister. Today. After the service, we found out that another memorial service was coming right behind that one, and I left. I… Continue reading
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Distant Lights
Unexpectedly, I was able to finish my entire lesson tonight… in like less than 2 hours. That never happens. And I know exactly how I’ll be celebrating… By writing up a To-Do List for tomorrow, cleaning and replacing parts on my CPAP machine, cleaning up behind the cats and unloading the dish washer. Did I… Continue reading
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This Is Vegetables
Completely failed to complete even a quarter of my lesson last night. So will be working and doing it tonight. Have to get up super early too… So, we’ll see how that goes. Afterwards, I’ll see if I’m able to get NtC Chapter 17 ready for an upload. Today was wild. Finally got my countertop… Continue reading