misslyst
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When He’s Leaving
I’ve apparently found myself falling into a strange habit. Whenever I hear someone say “so and so is leaving,” all it takes is someone else to question it. Such as saying, “Leaving?” The next thing I know, I’m verbally stating: “On that midnight train to Georgia!” Even when I keep my mouth shut it happens… Continue reading
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Stories With No One To Tell Them TO
Tonight, WordPress is being weird. I can log in and see if I have my browser docked to one size. Logged out, wordpress.com worked fine. Yikes. I apologize if I offended one of the WP coders. A happy – or maybe not depending – side effect of this medication is that my memory is really… Continue reading
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The Fact Of The Matter Is
I have put the final nail in the coffin. The pain, frustration and tears from yesterday have been wiped away. I have noticed – right away – that I’m sitting up taller. On the inside, and outwardly, I’ve been releasing shuddering breaths, so happy to be free. While it is true in most cases… that… Continue reading
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I’ve Got A Headache
No… but really. I got the idea for this particular blog post from a family member. My family members don’t get along with each other – at all. The constant clashing, conflicts and disputes are why I tend to keep some space between them and myself. It also helps that I live a state over.… Continue reading
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In Your Thing – On Your Phone
Today didn’t exactly go the way it was supposed to. At all. I think I quite easily lost three or four… maybe five hours tonight. I have an assignment that is supposed to be up tomorrow, but I also am backed up on chores. And ughh… and ARRG… My sleeping habits are garbage, tbh right… Continue reading
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Calling Me To Find Where I Been To
At current, I’m having a very unusual conversation with my dad. He seems pretty frustrated and upset, but about what… I’ve honestly no clue. Maybe he’s drunk… IDK. Then again, I tend to be incoherent half the time when I’m speaking. Apparently, my English isn’t always the best. It sounds fine to me, but then… Continue reading
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Doves
I’m pretty burned out, but my night is just beginning. I know that I need to sleep tonight, but I’ll still be pushing myself to get as much done from today… tonight. And drugged at that. I’ve turned hauling trash into a sport here. After a while, I have a good routine with it. Today… Continue reading
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Smells Like Bad Choices
I’m trying very hard these days to avoid putting myself in a bad situation. When I was younger – in my 20s – I was not the best at making decisions. Even in my early 30s, I wasn’t doing that well. I had problems even ordering food for myself without help. However, I’m trying hard… Continue reading
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Wayward Paths
Today went well. Much better than I expected it to do. Unfortunately, I’m still not doing well in terms of having a normal bedtime. Tonight will be no different. Though I can take my gabapentin for the pain, I cannot take my hydroxyzine. I need to be awake. I have been too distracted this month… Continue reading
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Better Have No What Do
Today’s post title is based on a song. Or rather, a line from inside a song. This is prewritten, because I have no idea how terrible I’ll feel after my appointment. I think I’ll schedule it to load while I’m in transit. Of course, I dragged my notebook for NtC into bed with me. My… Continue reading
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