misslyst
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Recalibrating
I completely forgot that I was supposed to get a phone call from the doctor and not an in office visit today. Which means I ended up at the doctor’s office without an actual appointment. Now, the doctor still took me in and saw me regardless. She explained that my dosing schedule was throwing things… Continue reading
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Unsteady
I was unaware that there’s a strange half-life or 75% or summat for my mood stabilizer. The antidepressant is extended release, but the mood stabilizer? No. So the doctor said it’s a possibility that I’m as off-kilter as I am due to unregulated medication uses. Struggling to maintain some sense of order in my life… Continue reading
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And It Continues
trying to pull myself together tonight. Will not be easy, but worth it. I hope. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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When In Doubt
Sims it out! 😄 Relaxing today. ~ J. Lyst Continue reading
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I’ve Thought Of This Often
Don’t turn to food when depressed over being bullied at school. Please stop binge eating, it’s going to make you so sick… You need therapy to help you. Look in the mirror and say: “I love you,” no less than twice a day. You’ll find that you really do love yourself. Please do it so… Continue reading
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Brokering For Beagles
Today’s title is based on one particular dog that I miss very much… Such a sweetheart. The muscle relaxant I was given to help with my jaw seemed to irritate my spine. One of those I need a lot more than the other to write properly. I can always puree my food if it gets… Continue reading
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Ooh, Pitstops
I did it. Sort of. I managed to clean my room and office to near the standards I had, along with the bathroom. I feel so much better. Still got stuff to do. I will get to it. But after my nap. ~ J. Lyst Continue reading
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1-2-3 HEAVE
Yup. Still very much manic. I want to get the cleaning stuff done already. My sinuses are 10x better when I dust and vacuum. Still dealing with racing thoughts… unfortunately. I keep promising myself that either I get a good night’s sleep or I’ll go and clean up the entire house. Then, I decide on… Continue reading
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Mega Tins
Energy levels are a pain, rn. I think the caffeine I drank around 3 or 4PM has helped. It’s funny… I’m depriving myself of caffeine to the extent that I don’t need a lot of caffeine to keep me running. Earl Grey is very tasty. I never expected I’d enjoy it so much. Course, I… Continue reading
