misslyst
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Just Five Things?
Well… here we go. Sleep. Body don’t hurt when I’m unconscious. Sleep. I have very vivid dreams and nightmares… usually caused by oxygen deprivation. Sometimes happens when I don’t pull CPAP off at night too. Food. Love to eat and cook. I just started making my own crackers… which are soo good! Sims 4. I’m… Continue reading
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I Will Never…
…Give up. Though navigating through years of neglected mental health almost led me in the wrong direction, I am so grateful to have medical intervention to help me. Something that I tell my friends now—since I have the experience—is that there is no shame in asking for help when you need it. I was so… Continue reading
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Bit-What?
Not much to say today. Got stuff to catch up on. Boo. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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NVN
So. Tired. Even with audio, I keep nodding off. In the past, I would just up and go and push through. I’ve been doing that a very long time… Just pushing through. But… I’m not the same person as I was when I started doing that. This means, I’ll be hitting the bed very soon.… Continue reading
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Letters
Sometimes at night, I wonder… Actually, it’s fairly often. Can I be likeable, just for being me? I’ve lived for a long time where those who are rotten always seem to get ahead. They have a lot more friends… at times, way more money. Then, I sat back and wondered why I was questioning such… Continue reading
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Should It Be Back Further?
Today been crossing my eyes, wiggling my toes, yawning and yeah… Doing barely anything. I think the weather outside is having an unwanted effect. Just… snow everywhere. I’ve had to cancel three appointments this week, due to the snow. Also, I’ve been working on my final expenses. I’m terrified to find out if I’ll even… Continue reading
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Build Mode
I’ve been debating off and on the idea of building my dream home in the Sims 4. Cos if I do that, it’ll likely take me about 2-3 hours and then I gotta figure out which family might live in it one day. The couple I’ve been playing with might be nice for it, but… Continue reading
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Go Grrr
Bombs, speed & stop sign cameras, TikTok… There are so many options including these four. I would for a certainty uninvent 2+ inch long nails, especially the ones covered in jewelry and trimmed like talons. As a woman who had 1 inch long nails at one point… never ever again. There are so many things… Continue reading
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Family Don’t Gotta Be Blood
I would say that I’ve felt love whenever and wherever I am with my friends. I can say that they love me more than family… Because if you disagree, blood family will always use something they know about you personally to hurt you. Friends might mention one thing you’re doing that annoys them, but they… Continue reading
Hey, Miss J! 