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…Anything…
I wish I could do more of anything. Barely got the energy and stamina to do what I currently do. It’s rough when you can hurt yourself just by stretching in bed… ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Oh Bother…
I’m so surprised… and a bit disappointed. All this time, I’ve mentioned OA in my author notes in my fanfics… Yet, I just realized that OA is not even posted on AO3. Well, chapters 1-12 require rewrites and revisions. Extensive ones. So, I suppose while I’m “posting” the fanfic… very slowly… on AO3, I’ll be Continue reading
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It Really Hurts
There’s a slew of them asked by different people, but all tied to a single theme. “Are you pregnant?” “Have you ever been pregnant?” “Are you planning to get pregnant?” “Do you have any children?” “Do you want to have children someday?” Doctor’s visits, meeting new people… It just goes on and on. I used Continue reading
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Incapable Of Innocence
You come to know how bad things are… when you pray in gratitude for making it into your home. Which is exactly what I did tonight. I thanked God Almighty that I was able to get into my home safe and sound. I’ve felt tired and ill most of the day, so I delayed taking Continue reading
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Weird Spirals
I know that I’ve gone from thinking everything was wonderful with no problems at one point of my life… right into hating that I woke up every morning. And from that, I moved to accepting that I did wake up on a daily basis. Now, I’ve done an entire 360 and wake up thinking things Continue reading
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Mneh…
I’m reminded of something a celebrity stated. “If it isn’t the consequences of my own actions,” which reminds me… once again of the pitfalls involved with not properly caring for my body. I’ve felt much better today, but I know my water intake was a lot lower… that was due to a doctor’s visit and Continue reading
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La La La La Life Goes On
Currently in the midst of a whole lot of paperwork and a whole lot of pressure. I’m back to talking to my dad on a more regular basis… and for several days now, my aunt has been in the hospital fighting a triad. Urinary tract infection, kidney infection and septicemia. I told my dad today Continue reading
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Letters
Sometimes at night, I wonder… Actually, it’s fairly often. Can I be likeable, just for being me? I’ve lived for a long time where those who are rotten always seem to get ahead. They have a lot more friends… at times, way more money. Then, I sat back and wondered why I was questioning such Continue reading
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