updates
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Irony… Thy Name Is Thee
Doing my chores. I wanna call it general laziness, because it’s really something I need to do. The main reason for the slump might be my mood dipping again. I’m trying to do better with taking my mood stabilizer on time. Along with the antidepressant in the day and my anxiety meds at night. Since… Continue reading
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It Was A Scary Time
After my grandma died, my granddad needed help. I already lived with them, so I dropped out of college to get a job and help him pay bills. I also had to learn how to do laundry, grocery shop, cook more than eggs or oatmeal and balance a checkbook and deal with checks. Back then,… Continue reading
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Yikes All Around
I’m confused. That’s not an unusual thing for me, but having unexpected glitches—that’s not normal. Two days ago, I wasted time sitting up for hours trying to get apps to stop crashing. Then, I went off a suggestion and struggled to make a brand new account. The new account was fine, which meant that for… Continue reading
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So Many Options…
I would bite the bullet, do the illustration for my second book and publish it through Amazon KDP. The dialogue and text aren’t difficult to do. But the illustration on the other hand… ~J. Lyst Had to reset my PC, which sucked away time from me. Will be doing some brief things and go to… Continue reading
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Much More Than This
I made up a personal goal for myself to better maintain my home. What makes it difficult is the increasing pain in my back and knees. I’m not doing the best with getting adequate sleep either, so it’s throwing off my medicine schedule. The medicine schedule being off throws off the energy and motivation I… Continue reading
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Yawning Times
Been obsessed with the farming simulator. And discovering my inner farmer! I know it doesn’t use real time, but it does take a long time in real time to get tasks done. I have no idea what the end game is for that game. However, I’ve already memorized the logos for plants and am trying… Continue reading
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Just Some Stuff That I Used To Know
One of my absolute favorite hobbies is writing. Writing is time consuming, but it’s still enjoyable. I have my Nanowrimo 2013, 2015 and 2023 T-shirts from the national competition. NanoWrimo challenge for November: Write 50,000 words in 30 days. At one point, my dad asked what the prize was. I explained that you can purchase… Continue reading
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How Could You Ever Know?
I know how poorly I will handle it when my dad dies. It nearly broke me completely when my mom died. Possessions aren’t the same as people though. But, it might hurt about the same. I have an emotional attachment to quite a few of my items. I even have an attachment to my box… Continue reading
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And… About Face
Over the course of the last decade or so, I’ve changed my mind on a number of issues. The list would stretch for forever. ~J. Lyst We’ll just say it’s a lot! Continue reading
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It’s An Every/Other Day Thing
I am very shy and uncomfortable around others–in person. Because I have hearing problems, I miss a large chunk of what people are saying in front of me if they turn away. … or if I’m over two feet away. Sometimes, I have problems understanding on the phone too. Now that I have worsening memory… Continue reading