updates
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Self-Induced Skinning
Never thought I’d write about something like this ever. However, I’ve been running around so much today – not in the case of exercises, because I feel too tired to exercise – but in the case of errands and/or chores. I’ve done nearly 5 miles today and the skin on the bottom of my toes… Continue reading
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Incredulity
I’ve debated trying to get a jump-start on the next few days. Tonight, I’m completely backed up with a lot of things. I’m also at current watching a Chubbyemu video. There’s so much editing I need to do – but so many lessons I need to do and chores. Oh… the chores… ~J. Lyst Man… Continue reading
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Can Anyone Play?
Does it matter who it is? Isn’t it fine? I’m worried right now… but not as much as I used to. I felt almost frantic most of the day… I recognize it now as my mania acting up again. I think I’ve been off the rails for three days now. Without my manual… without my… Continue reading
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Performance Risk
I have never been more horrified over a blog title than this one. It’s also sort of embarrassing. So, whilst I drag myself out of the somewhat chaotic world of Avatar fanfiction… … Yeah. I will never write fanfic for it. I refuse to learn the dialect or lore. Kind of reminds me when people… Continue reading
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W O W
Today has been long. It’s been utterly draining. I am exhausted and feel so burned out that I have steam coming off my ears. It’s really been about three days of chaos. Not the bad chaos though. I stressed, I cleaned, I shopped, I organized and today I felt as if I was going to… Continue reading
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Work Smarter, Not Harder
At 11:21PM yesterday, I created this document – named it, and then left it for today’s use. When I do that, I often forget what the topic I was going to address. In this case, I remember quite clearly. I have brand new curtains, but some of them didn’t fit… I nearly sent all of… Continue reading
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Lonely Streets
Today was full. That’s the only way I can really describe it. I believe I took all of my prescribed medication this morning. Just need to swallow down the evening meds. I’m enjoying (not really) doing simple things… like picking and choosing curtains. I never thought that I would be so hyper-focused on anything like… Continue reading
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Where Do You Go?
Despite feeling horrid this morning, I still dug in my heels and finished some errands that painfully needed to be done. The problem was the traffic though… It was bad. When I got home, I was out of time for anything before I went out. Now I’m back though… and since I have plans for… Continue reading
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In The Mart Of Your Heart
Yeah, this blog post is TMI. I’d classify it as nasty in some places. So if you’re sensitive or squeamish, please look away! Don’t say I didn’t warn you. I feel like I backslid a little. Last night, I had all intentions to go and get some decent sleep, but then I peeked at a… Continue reading
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Kick Back
Today has gone so well! Most of my daily chores I opted just to skip. Of course, Monday always makes me regret that. Today I did skip though… Especially the kitchen cleaning. I did that yesterday. I indulged my hobbies today! So, I got to hang out around the house and read some webtoons –… Continue reading