trying to be happy
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…I Don’t Know How You Would…
Confused. I feel confused a lot. And to be fair, the memory problems have at times been a good thing. Now, if someone says something offensive to me, I tend to forget what exactly it was five minutes later. Or what I ate for breakfast that morning. Honestly… can’t remember what I had today. Yikes.. Continue reading
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Not Sure…
Would change would I like my blog to make in the world…? Hmm. I guess I’d like people to just be more considerate of others. But no clue how my blog could do that. I’m not sure what sort of impact my blog would have in the world, or if it would make one at Continue reading
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Broken Bows
I honestly have no clue what’s wrong with me. One moment, I’m certain of something and then a few hours later, I’m confused and frightened. I’ve already told my friends, but no clue if I did here. I’m determined to be happy. No matter how painful the day is. No matter how cruel the people Continue reading
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Sentimental
I’m sure that it might seem odd, for me to be talking to myself while I’m out and about dealing with life stuff. It’s not that difficult for me to understand. I have so little contact with people outside my friends. I won’t mention family, because I started trying to mend fences… and it seems Continue reading
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Goals
I’ve been doing a lot of thinking… and I honestly think I’ll take my own advice. To take some time off writing. Good grief, I already have updates for the next two months set up already… just in need of edits. I also have an upset stomach… and I think I know what caused it. Continue reading
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POV
I have had instances where I wondered if my reactions to something was all an overaction to what I’d see or experienced. Was I truly belittled? Was I being insulted? I honestly have no clue. My point of view is very different than what might have occurred. I’ve worked hard in the last year to Continue reading
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The Fine Art Of Intervening
Tired. I’m tired, but excited at the same time. Plumbing work is ongoing in the house. Work is also ongoing (as far as I know) on the car. I’m trying to put more effort into what I need to. For myself physically… mentally. Keeping that contact cut grows easier day by day. Yet… I want Continue reading
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Main Time For Priorities
I’ve been working pretty hard recently to make sure that I put what’s important in front of everything else. It’s vital for me. Over the past few years, I’ve had to cut off many distractions in the way of my goals. People had to be cut out too. This time, it has been those who Continue reading
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Dreamers
Sometimes I wonder if it’s self-centered or just crude to begin every sentence with “I”… all the time. The other two words would be “my” and “mine.” The concerns and worries only last for a few minutes, but it’s enough to make me cringe just a little. I’ve no doubt addressed this before, but it Continue reading
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I Try And I Try And I Try
I’m seriously frustrated and angry from being shot down due to personal experiences or age. I was told earlier today that what I’ve gone through doesn’t matter to anyone. That everyone has experienced the exact same thing. All because I mentioned needing to be cautious because of a valid health problem I have. I told Continue reading
Hey, Miss J! 