mental illness
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Sunday Night At The Movies
The title I should have for this blog post came quite easily. Seeing as I’m currently watching a movie. It’s a very strange one. I’m a fan of shows like Star Trek, and so I’ve been drawn in by this movie… However… The entire movie so far, over 74 minutes of it are the memories Continue reading
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Up By The Bootstraps
I have a few ideas for tonight. I’m not sure if they’ll work properly. I feel like I’m constantly running on one of those giant hamster wheels. It’s strange… like I never really go anywhere. I make it a few steps forward, then get stuck and end up scrambling to keep going. I had a Continue reading
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Ain’t Much Up There
Hey there! So… strange news. The “technical difficulties” proved to take a lot longer to fix than I had hoped. I was unable to log on to the internet on any browser except Internet Explorer. Turning off my VPN did nothing, nor did nearly crippling my security on the computer. I had this entire blog Continue reading
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Heat
It’s hot tonight. I’m uncertain if it’s because of what I’ve done today. Maybe I’ve had more than usual to eat? Either way – tomorrow – I hope it feels better. Maybe I’m feeling the affects of racing from the basement to upstairs and then back down to the basement? That could be it too. Continue reading
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The Never-Ending Road
Were I to look back, even though I’ve said otherwise… I’m very grateful for how I got to be here. None of it was easy, at least not from the start. I still have doubts and question myself often. Yet… I’ve found more reason to smile of late. Maybe being in compliance with my treatments Continue reading
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The Pitfalls Of Dependency
This post is partially NSFW near the bottom. You have been warned. I had a different idea for my title today. Potential options will be included below… somewhere. I chose otherwise because I just found what I wrote this morning, while waiting to see my psychiatrist. It went like this: “@10:10am today. I forgot where Continue reading
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Turn Back Time
Please turn reverse the clock. I want to go back. I want to have a chance to do it all again. Maybe if I had known back then, I could have avoided a mountain of problems. I have a precondition for that. I’d love to remember enough to warn my younger self to not do Continue reading
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Either Way
So many hobbies to do, so many assignments to do. I feel the madness bearing down on me now. It’s awful. I had a weird nap-dream earlier where I was being bitten by the bones of a lambchop… Yeah, it was strange. So… some thoughts. Day three (or four) of total radio silence with the Continue reading
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