mental illness
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Hapless Hubris
… I’m growing more and more uncertain how to start these. Of late, all I can imagine myself writing in my blog is “I” … “I… I… I… I”!! I shouldn’t be upset at myself over this. After all, the entire blog is supposed to be about my life. It’s meant to be a solid Continue reading
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If You’re Feeling Adorable
Clap your hands. I’m not even joking. When I think of adorable things, I imagine flowers, hummingbirds, squirrels, kittens and chipmunks. Maybe hamsters. I dunno about chinchillas, but they’re pretty cute too. At current, I’m in a very sour mood. Now, first off, I’ve mentioned before that I have IBS. It’s established. To help my Continue reading
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Fragility
10:57AM I feel exposed right now. Lost, alone and weak. I’ve been struggling with my memory all morning, traveling from room to room – only to forget what I was going to the room to begin with. I suppose this is just par for the course? My new meds are badly affecting my memory. 9:53PM Continue reading
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That Like It Say To Have You Do Why
Today, forwards is backwards and backwards is forwards. My knee feels 80% better today. I didn’t struggle much. Even though I had a few problems getting down the stairs before going out, by the time I got back… felt pretty good. My therapist said it well. At times, when you’re hurting, you have to push Continue reading
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Sheeherbacc
Currently watching “The Croods”, which is one of my favorite movies. Right behind “Monsters vs Aliens”. That one’s one of the funniest movies I’ve seen. It was based on a lot of other older horror flicks. I had a strange conversation with my dad, about this story he’d seen of a female serial killer who Continue reading
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For Something Like What
It’s been a long day. I believe within the span of less than 4 hours, I visited 6 different locations and completed at least 3 errands. I’m hopeful that my new office items will help me tidy up my home office further. Right now, it’s quite a mess. For clarity, my bedroom doubles as my Continue reading
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Little Shows On My Wee Screen
I don’t make a show of having material that might be too uncomfortable on my blog. It’s not a habit. However, my background as a writer and especially of fanfic compels me to note this… There is some upsetting information, a tidbit, about myself therein. You were warned. Been so angry over the lack of Continue reading
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Thrills & Spills
Strangely enough this blog post is written right after the previous one. I’ve been riding the edge of updating on time at all lately, so this is a pre-write in case I can’t manage anything later today. Time: 12:01AM. I’m drinking my water, like I’m supposed to, but I need to sit down and get Continue reading
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Put The Kettle On
… I really don’t want to blog tonight, but I’ve stubbornly kept at it. Since I can’t trust anyone that my provider suggests for therapists, this is the next best thing. Of course, who would see a public forum as a way to deal with private matters? Then again, I discuss things on my blog Continue reading
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