mental health
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All That Shivers Is Gold
My mood isn’t so bad right now… I think it’s because I’m trying to get back on a regular schedule with my medicine. Music has an enormous effect on my mood too! Current Song On Repeat: Boy Meets Girl – Waiting For A Star To Fall My house smells like the Angus beef I just Continue reading
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Up By The Bootstraps
I have a few ideas for tonight. I’m not sure if they’ll work properly. I feel like I’m constantly running on one of those giant hamster wheels. It’s strange… like I never really go anywhere. I make it a few steps forward, then get stuck and end up scrambling to keep going. I had a Continue reading
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At The Beginning
I never expected my blog to go nearly as far as it has. I also had absolutely no clue that I would come to really value it. I’ve used blogging sites in the past. One of them was called “blogger”, I think? I’ve also used DeadJournal, LiveJournal and real paper journals. Those past journals contained Continue reading
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Flattery
The day started wrong for me. Instead of getting the wonderfully long sleep I had planned out, I ended up getting a call early in the morning. I had to explain that it’s difficult for me to sleep after the sun is up – so my chances of having a decent night’s rest were dashed. Continue reading
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Alone
So, got news. I finished “Perspectives” in one day. That’s the good news. The bad news is that most of my day is now gone. I had nothing but grilled cheese for dinner. I’d debated ordering via GrubHub for food, but decided against it. I honestly can’t afford to order through them. I also can’t Continue reading
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Broken Within
How many of us hide under a pretty shell? I suffered from an existential crisis at one point. For some people, they might have a brief period of time not understanding themselves, right? Except my questions lingered for over a decade. From Fifteen to Twenty-Five – I questioned myself. Why am I here? What am Continue reading
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The Pitfalls Of Dependency
This post is partially NSFW near the bottom. You have been warned. I had a different idea for my title today. Potential options will be included below… somewhere. I chose otherwise because I just found what I wrote this morning, while waiting to see my psychiatrist. It went like this: “@10:10am today. I forgot where Continue reading
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Either Way
So many hobbies to do, so many assignments to do. I feel the madness bearing down on me now. It’s awful. I had a weird nap-dream earlier where I was being bitten by the bones of a lambchop… Yeah, it was strange. So… some thoughts. Day three (or four) of total radio silence with the Continue reading
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Weak Links
This post is a giant Trigger Warning. In the past, I didn’t have much time to focus too much on my imperfections. Or… maybe I did and just never had any evidence of it? I will admit, having a blog – which is essence a digital diary – it comes in handy. I wish I’d Continue reading
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