life

  • It’s Better To Light A Candle Than Stumble In The Dark

    Still trying to grasp that life/life balance. I have to call it that because that’s pretty much all there is now. I have an appointment coming up soon to see what’s wrong in terms of my muscle weakness. I think… I’m going to ask a friend to drop me off there. If she can. I… Continue reading

  • It’s So Sorry

    My entire day was consumed with sleepiness. I had a whole list of things to do… and couldn’t do anything except dishes. I was so tired. It was rough. I’ve no clue why that happened. Maybe due to my anti-anxiety medication mixed with the meds for my nerve pain?? I have heard that Gabapentin does… Continue reading

  • Heavy

    Sadly, my head feels like the title of this blog post. It’s probably due to poor eating and excessive fatigue. When discussing ways to combat worsening depression symptoms, a proper diet, exercise, and enough sleep were listed. Not as number 2 or 3, but number 1 in terms of helping. I’m still trying to balance… Continue reading

  • Wisdom

    I’m tired. Like really tired. I dislike feeling like this, but it’s part of my life. A painful and frustrating part. Since I’ve drawn a bit into myself, I haven’t been cleaning up like I should. Got quite a bit done in the cat room and my bedroom/office today. I’m overjoyed about that. However, there’s… Continue reading

  • Once Upon A Time

    @12:13AM Yeah, I just weighed myself. I’m trying to get back into losing weight and meal planning. Hopefully I found a template that works. I’m putting the rest of my protein shake away to finish in the AM. @1:22AM Just finished modifying the excel meal planner. I wonder if I can print this. Huh… @1:59M… Continue reading

  • Wrap Me Up

    Okay! So, I was unable to get any updates or writing done last night. To be fair, I was also furious because by the time I crawled into bed, I’d spent probably 2 hours coloring pictures. That priority thing… pretty important. I was supposed to finish my lessons first. Fortunately, I finished both of them… Continue reading

  • SpinCycle

    Currently waiting for a super late Target order. And  by late… it’s nearly 11PM. My day has been okay, aside from all the ‘falling asleep’ all over the place. I revised chapter 1 of OA and have uploaded it. I’m gonna try to do chapter 2 tonight. Will see how it goes. ~J. Lyst Continue reading

  • I See The River

    I had so much fun today with my friends. The picnic was awesome. They even had Beyond Meat burgers for those of us who weren’t eating beef. I didn’t eat too much at all, because I didn’t want to feel sick the next day. I did get a right scolding for not being sociable enough.… Continue reading

  • Sometimes Being A Loser Isn’t So Bad

    I accomplished nothing at all today, except in the hygiene department. I managed to have two showers. It was very nice and very unexpected. Unfortunately, I can’t remember if I brushed my teeth, so I need to consult my sheet and then do it before bed. Being like this can be frustrating… My kitten keeps… Continue reading

  • Corn

    For the first time in a long time, I’m not suffering from any confusions or delusions. At least not right now… but my memory is still garbage. My dinner tonight is corn… I literally have no mind and no energy to make anything else. It’s amusing in a horrifying way. Corn and cheese. A whole… Continue reading