life
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Yikes All Around
I’m confused. That’s not an unusual thing for me, but having unexpected glitches—that’s not normal. Two days ago, I wasted time sitting up for hours trying to get apps to stop crashing. Then, I went off a suggestion and struggled to make a brand new account. The new account was fine, which meant that for… Continue reading
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Much More Than This
I made up a personal goal for myself to better maintain my home. What makes it difficult is the increasing pain in my back and knees. I’m not doing the best with getting adequate sleep either, so it’s throwing off my medicine schedule. The medicine schedule being off throws off the energy and motivation I… Continue reading
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Yawning Times
Been obsessed with the farming simulator. And discovering my inner farmer! I know it doesn’t use real time, but it does take a long time in real time to get tasks done. I have no idea what the end game is for that game. However, I’ve already memorized the logos for plants and am trying… Continue reading
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Just Some Stuff That I Used To Know
One of my absolute favorite hobbies is writing. Writing is time consuming, but it’s still enjoyable. I have my Nanowrimo 2013, 2015 and 2023 T-shirts from the national competition. NanoWrimo challenge for November: Write 50,000 words in 30 days. At one point, my dad asked what the prize was. I explained that you can purchase… Continue reading
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How Could You Ever Know?
I know how poorly I will handle it when my dad dies. It nearly broke me completely when my mom died. Possessions aren’t the same as people though. But, it might hurt about the same. I have an emotional attachment to quite a few of my items. I even have an attachment to my box… Continue reading
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It’s An Every/Other Day Thing
I am very shy and uncomfortable around others–in person. Because I have hearing problems, I miss a large chunk of what people are saying in front of me if they turn away. … or if I’m over two feet away. Sometimes, I have problems understanding on the phone too. Now that I have worsening memory… Continue reading
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Quiet
Very quiet and less stressful. Now… if you mean absolutely no computers at all… I would say a natural disaster. No computers at all: Saying “no computers” can mean a lot depending on the person. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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I Can’t Be Alone In This…
I wish I could learn how to whistle. I’ve only been able to do it in reverse, which is not the point. I’ve seen people whistle with two fingers… no clue how on earth they do that. The most I’ve been able to do is chirp like a bird. Learned that from mimicking a parakeet… Continue reading
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Do We Have The Time?
I could AGAIN… pay more attention to food prep. I really enjoy doing it, even though it’s exhausting. Convince myself that I’m not selfish for wanting time away from my family for my own sanity. – Sometimes leaving your family behind is the best decision you can make. Get used to my own voice and… Continue reading
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…So Many Ways…
You feel so good for putting in your best efforts. Seeing the results in real time justs… It’s hard to describe really. It’s a pride thing really. I have several medical impediments that restrain what I can do physically as well as mentally. So, when I put in serious effort to do things around the… Continue reading