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Various & Risky
I’d say what it is, but it potentially be controversial or “triggering” for some. So when I have these changes, I tend to keep them to myself. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Queen of Wistful Nightmares
Still scrambling. Still confused. I’m about to drag myself downstairs to take my medication. Unfortunately, I need drugs to stay alive. If I didn’t, I wouldn’t touch any of this stuff. I’m going to avoid realityTV. After watching “Little Women: NY,” I found myself screaming at the people on the screen. Size does not dictate Continue reading
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Quiet
Likely very quiet. Certainly wouldn’t be on here. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Body Works?
My intake. I’m working on it. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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It’s Complicated
I’ve wasted so much time with CoPilot and Gemini that I am behind in everything else. I will admit that the storytelling is immersive. However… The only time the writing from it was any good… was when I did the bulk of it. And why am I writing with a machine that just regurgitates I’ve Continue reading
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Optimal Satisfaction
Because my health has been trending in a downward path for some time, I find satisfaction when I’m able to do things I must. And… though I have not mentioned it, I have been putting in hard work in the house… And I feel proud of myself. After getting off here, I plan on being Continue reading
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Can We Call It “SR?”
It’s a new trait I am both trying to develop and have been fighting against for a long time. Self-Realization I’m working hard to acknowledge the days when I don’t feel right. I had what I’m sure was a terrible anxiety attack Thursday morning. Teeth chattering, head twitching… and it was hard to talk because Continue reading
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Again, I Would…
I can’t think of anything, aside from cat walker. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Culture… Hmm…
Believe it or not, I have German and English ancestry. However, I identify as black or African-American, but I prefer to use the term black. German though… Wanna learn more. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Letters To My Mom – We All Cope Different Ways
Hey, There are so many things I wanted to say. I do say some of it now, but it’s all in my head and to myself. I still miss you so much. And talking to myself… it’s not the same as talking to you. I know what the real state of the dead is… that Continue reading
Hey, Miss J! 