life journey
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Discovering You
If I was asked about twenty years ago where I saw myself… I don’t think I would have ever expected myself to be here. Unfortunately, I was in the habit of never having any long-term plans. I just… drifted for a solid ten years it seems… So, when things began to fall out the bottom Continue reading
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Patience Will End
When I look back on today, all I want to do is cry… I got nearly nothing at all done because I could barely move. The fatigue that has clung to me for days is so severe that I came close to collapsing twice in my kitchen today. I was literally rocking on my feet Continue reading
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But To The Whole Family
Currently watching an episode of “Intervention.” Many of the cases on here are so sad. Some have people that I’m a bit on the fence about. Mostly because of their behavior. The behaviors are horrible in many cases… but it’s due to the addiction. It makes me frustrated when I think about my own issues, Continue reading
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Mega Tins
Energy levels are a pain, rn. I think the caffeine I drank around 3 or 4PM has helped. It’s funny… I’m depriving myself of caffeine to the extent that I don’t need a lot of caffeine to keep me running. Earl Grey is very tasty. I never expected I’d enjoy it so much. Course, I Continue reading
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Letters
Sometimes at night, I wonder… Actually, it’s fairly often. Can I be likeable, just for being me? I’ve lived for a long time where those who are rotten always seem to get ahead. They have a lot more friends… at times, way more money. Then, I sat back and wondered why I was questioning such Continue reading
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Should It Be Back Further?
Today been crossing my eyes, wiggling my toes, yawning and yeah… Doing barely anything. I think the weather outside is having an unwanted effect. Just… snow everywhere. I’ve had to cancel three appointments this week, due to the snow. Also, I’ve been working on my final expenses. I’m terrified to find out if I’ll even Continue reading