life in chaos
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Why Do I…
… I don’t know if I’m dealing with mood swings or a sudden nosedive into the beginnings of a depressive episode. Does it matter? I’ve been told and treated as if my mental health problems are irrelevant. It’s irritating and hurts and it’s just… Some days, I wonder why even bother? I have a feeling… Continue reading
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Perspectives
I hope I don’t have a blog post with this title already… I really… really hope I don’t have a problem with some of these new leanings in the next few days. Since I’ve found myself feeling extremely depressed to the point of sickness… I’ve decided to not let the madness keep going. I’ve never… Continue reading
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How Do You Ch..?
I’m very happy to be able to write stories that others can enjoy. Out of all the things I can do, this is most certainly the best. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Stuff Was Slower
Hmmm… -Only opportunities for bullies to get me was in the school. -Used to go to the library to look up different things. -Ate meals with family. -Used a typewriter if I had assignments in class. The list goes on a ways, because I also think about a time before mobile phones. Stuff in general… Continue reading
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I Do Mean To Brag
Honestly, I don’t. I have several things that I am good at, so I’m not sure which ones to mention. Maybe a few. I’m good at singing. I played percussion for years, and I’m a classically trained pianist. I’m good at writing and slowly working on bettering myself at editing. I’m good in the kitchen… Continue reading
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Laughter
I have no money, so my legacy would be one of laughter. Even when I have a bad day, I always try to find one silver lining… ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Past And Present
In the past, I did a very poor job. My life literally revolved around work. I molded my personal life around it. I didn’t take care of much at home at all, and I should have because I was caring for another person. I was often too tired to do anything when I got off.… Continue reading
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Rollin Rollin Rollin
Tired. OohooOohoo. So so sleepy. And I need to drive home soon. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Re-Loading
Back to cleaning. Thank goodness. I did a lot today, and I don’t want to make promises I can’t keep about what I’ll be doing tomorrow… but I do know that I want to get all of my stuff situated tomorrow. I have a friend that needs assistance with her printer, along with a whole… Continue reading