life in chaos – Page 15

June 8, 2023

Catching Up With Myself

I’m proud today. I managed to take (nearly) all my meds. Before bed, I’m going to try to use my inhaler too. I finished nearly all of my chores, which is wonderful! Still have some things to complete for today. Unfortunately, I’m currently experiencing some pain in my right wrist. It’s like right at the… Continue reading

Check-In, Day By Day, Introspection

assignments, better days, chores, life in chaos, mental health, pain, updates

June 6, 2023

Dreamers

Sometimes I wonder if it’s self-centered or just crude to begin every sentence with “I”… all the time. The other two words would be “my” and “mine.” The concerns and worries only last for a few minutes, but it’s enough to make me cringe just a little. I’ve no doubt addressed this before, but it… Continue reading

Introspection, mental health

life in chaos, mental illness, trying to be happy, updates

June 2, 2023

I Try And I Try And I Try

I’m seriously frustrated and angry from being shot down due to personal experiences or age. I was told earlier today that what I’ve gone through doesn’t matter to anyone. That everyone has experienced the exact same thing. All because I mentioned needing to be cautious because of a valid health problem I have. I told… Continue reading

Introspection

anger, chores, disappointments, frustration, illness, life in chaos, mental illness, sarcasm, self awareness, trying to be happy, updates

May 31, 2023

No Intention

So… a Dr. Visit, followed by two long conversations and now I’m scrambling. I’m not at all upset about that either. I just don’t like the time pinch. I can’t do everything as precisely as I want to do. Tonight’s plan is to break up all of my tasks by easiest first… and then start… Continue reading

Check-In

chores, life in chaos, updates

May 24, 2023

Halfway To Your Perfect Week

This time, I took notes, so I could remember the chaos. I really like to assume nothing happens during the daytime… and that’s mostly when I’m home. Unfortunately, I had to go outside to get some paperwork. I’m apparently a “paper” girl lately. — Para blog @12:48pmSaw a woman with a stolen grocery cart standing… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

chores, day to day, life in chaos, updates

May 22, 2023

Against The Wall

You know you’re getting old when you sit up and sprain your neck. All of that just from sitting up… Right now, I’m fighting what I hope is just a dehydration fueled headache. I’ve been sitting for the longest time – off and on of course – at the computer and dealing with paperwork. Told… Continue reading

Check-In

chores, life in chaos, time management, updates

May 20, 2023

Sliding Through Life

I sense the oncoming chaos. The fear, the heartache… the heartburn. I’m tired… I hate saying that. I really do, but oh my goodness. I want to sleep forever and never have to leave dreamland and wake up again. It’s pretty bad tonight, and I’m upset about that because I still have like 5 tasks… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

better days, chores, life in chaos, mental health, tired, trying to be happy, updates

May 18, 2023

Daily Quests

Today, I’ll be up for a bit tonight… that’s actually intentional for once. I need to complete my assignments and since my day started off so rocky, I didn’t have much time at all to do anything. Still feel like I’m struggling a bit with my eating choices. I’m hungry fairly often, which is annoying… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

chores, fatigue, life in chaos, stuff, updates

May 15, 2023

How I Got To Where I Am

Often, I feel when I look back over the course of my life – I wonder who would have written it. It’s the same for many people, and they don’t even realize… just how precious their life story is. How utterly unique! Each one of us is unique. Even identical twins have different perspectives. I… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

acceptance, health problems, humor in little things, life in chaos, life journey, mental illness, positivity, self awareness, sickness, updates

May 6, 2023

Ici

Right now, I’m working on unkinking my shoulders and neck. I’ve done an excessive amount of running around today. Not as much as yesterday. My legs still feel the aftereffects of so much running. Up, down, and around. My back has also been hurting me all day. I’ve been dealing a lot with fighting cravings.… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

chores, cravings, eating disorder, fixation, food, frustration, life in chaos, obsession