frustrations
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I’m not exactly a fan, but I prefer it more than hot weather. My preference is springtime… when the weather is nice and cool, not too cold and certainly not too hot. I like days that are overcast fairly often just because they’re easier on my eyes. ~J. Lyst I’m sensitive to heat and not Continue reading
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Recessions In Progression
I feel like I’ve taken like 13 steps backwards. I’m struggling to balance bills, but to keep my house in order and clean, I have to purchase supplies. I’m working overtime to try and organize the basement. There are things that need to leave the house. I’ve been told to hang on to these typewriters. Continue reading
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Fixin’ For A Fix
I didn’t realize just how messed up some of these episodes of “Intervention” are. Then… I thought about it. I have seen people on that show do lines off the lid of a toilet’s tank. I’ve also seen them pull water from inside the toilet bowl to dissolve and properly shoot up heroin. The idea Continue reading
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Funny Story…
I was already a homebody before the pandemic. When Covid came though, I pretty much turned into a recluse. I don’t leave home often, and when I do… I’m always worried about getting sick from someone. My immune system was garbage before all of this, and I would catch colds very easily. Oh, I also Continue reading
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How Would…
Insert excessive laughter. I was in the food industry and was able to watch as people were abruptly replaced with machines. Self-checkout lanes are only useful for people who understand how to use them. These devices are far more accident prone and significantly slower than a human being ever would be. Thieves enjoy self-checkout because Continue reading
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Patience Will End
When I look back on today, all I want to do is cry… I got nearly nothing at all done because I could barely move. The fatigue that has clung to me for days is so severe that I came close to collapsing twice in my kitchen today. I was literally rocking on my feet Continue reading
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Goodness Knows It Hasn’t Been That Long
So, I’m currently stuck suffering again. It feels like I’ve been dealing with intestinal problems for a week, but in reality, it’s been about 2½ days. I’ve thought long and hard about what happened in January, about how I might have had a TIA. And knowing that they don’t always show up at all on Continue reading
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Looking Back
Today was a bit rougher than I expected. I was trying to schedule doctor’s appointments and referrals… and I started getting disoriented and forgetting things. It’s upsetting. In mind, I had a mental picture of this very tasty food I like that has cabbage, carrots, and this creamy white sauce. Yet… It took me five Continue reading
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Soft Spoken Words
I’m not tired. That sucks. But I think I had a weird semi-nap today. I also unfortunately had my dinner late, so I have to sit up to try and mitigate my chances of having terrific heartburn. And by terrific, I mean absolutely terrible. I did most of my chores today, but my left knee Continue reading
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And It Continues
trying to pull myself together tonight. Will not be easy, but worth it. I hope. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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