frustrations
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Flattery
The day started wrong for me. Instead of getting the wonderfully long sleep I had planned out, I ended up getting a call early in the morning. I had to explain that it’s difficult for me to sleep after the sun is up – so my chances of having a decent night’s rest were dashed. Continue reading
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Chains…
How do I start this? I have no clue really. Most of my blog posts are stream of consciousness. I’m also a bit frustrated right now because I need clean clothes. I can’t use my washing machine because it makes my water bill ridiculously high. I feel like I’m handcuffed into paying steadily increasing utility Continue reading
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Turn Back Time
Please turn reverse the clock. I want to go back. I want to have a chance to do it all again. Maybe if I had known back then, I could have avoided a mountain of problems. I have a precondition for that. I’d love to remember enough to warn my younger self to not do Continue reading
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No Time Is A Good Time
I’m sitting here, uncertain which feature of my day is more profound… Could it be the near complete congestion I have to deal with? Maybe the chronic fatigue I’m suffering from right now? Is it my dehydration?/huger?/confusion based headache? It rained heavily which means the basement smells like hot musk now. Unfortunately, the day is Continue reading
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Here I Go Again
Even though I feel stiff now, inside I know I accomplished something. Since my water bill has doubled – for no reason – I have to resort to different measures to keep my clothes clean. My machine’s an EnergyStar, so I’m really confused about what’s been happening. It’s upsetting. Even if it’s $100, part of Continue reading
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Lazy Old Days
As the song says: “Crazy amazing day”. I can’t complain too much about today, except for the fact that I still have 0 clue why my back hurts so badly. I was curious and optimistic about what the bloodwork I have would say. What I was told is as follows: One of my levels is Continue reading