frustrations
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Never
I’m not exactly sure what I expected… but it sure wasn’t not THIS. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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The Pitfalls Of AI Collabs
Why AI? Because human beings lie as if it’s as required as breathing. — AI: I know how you feel. User: You really don’t. AI: No, I really do. User: I suffer with depression and an chronically ill. AI: And I am so sorry that you have to deal with that. Okay, I’ve written chapter Continue reading
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At This Point, Zero
My body and mind are so broken down, that nothing is my sole option these days. Literally. Nothing at all. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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I’m Not That Bitter… An Apparent Storytelling Manifesto
So… I like to tell myself that I’m not angry or bitter over this, but the fact that I consulted Copilot on anything tells you something. I am sensitive about my writing at times and just want some reassurance. Unfortunately, none of my family or even friends are willing or able to provide that. I Continue reading
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Itz Bitz
If I’m honest, I have no clue what change my blog would make on the world. I’m not that important a person. I’m just a person who likes to write and use writing as a way to decompress. I’ve been undergoing a lot of stress the last few weeks and… Well… Maybe my blog can Continue reading
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Storytime??
In all honesty, for me, waking up and getting out of bed is a decision that teaches me. Every. Single. Day. Minor rant. For years, I have conceded in nearly everything that my family asked of me. Mind, this is my immediate family on dad’s side… because my immediate family on my mom’s side are Continue reading
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Truly? Well…
I learned that people can be unnecessarily cruel. I learned about mob mentality. And I learned that people in authority tend not to help you unless there are consequences on them if they don’t act. ~J. Lyst I wish all I learned was academic… Continue reading
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Be Careful What You Ask For
I’m so confused right now. I took a hiatus off writing to give myself a chance to rest and relax. Instead, it’s starting to look like the opposite. I have views but only 1 comment. Am I begging for them? I’m not trying to, but there is nothing there at all. Most of my reviews Continue reading
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I Cannot Capitulate (Public)
Preface: Despite the most recent battle I’ve had the last 6 years, I’ve finally come to the conclusion that my value does not depend on an arbitrary identity that I should have had. Did I want that identity? With all my heart I did, but that’s not my reality. I’ve had a very good friend Continue reading
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Yummy Fentiman
Fentimans Sparkling Ginger Beer is my absolute favorite. Unfortunately… to purchase it now, I have to buy it through Amazon. I was almost about to order it through Instacart and changed my mind. I feel like pulling out what hair I allow myself to have. Instacart would cost a whole lot more when you factor Continue reading
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