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A Nose In Need Deserves Puffs Indeed
Finally starting to feel normal again. I took the new medication my doctor gave me… and proceeded to lose what little mind I have. Vision was worse than usual. My balance problems were far worse. My voice became extra raspy. This medication dried me out so much that I wanted to cry. My lips were… Continue reading
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Terribly Bad Actors
Alright… let’s address the elephant in the room. Yes, I am still upset due to having to attend two memorial services in two days. Also, I have unpublished my novel. Of course, it’ll still be on the digital KDP side for 90 days, but other than that, no. The sort of content it has… is… Continue reading
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I’ll Give It All To You
Apparently… I do have readers on fanfiction.net. I was completely unaware, seeing as the viewer ticker is borked. So… I guess I’ll have to rescind my decision to up and dip out on that website. Fortunately, I had the idea in mind… already… to have the documents in different files. I’m currently going down the… Continue reading
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Can You Pay My Bills
So… my day was sorta off to a sucky start. Someone was allowed ahead of me for my psychiatry appointment. She put in my prescription, but the pharmacy sent me a text telling me the meds wouldn’t be available until January 2024. I headed home, decided to play with my kitten to wear her out… Continue reading
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Safe Distances
Not being close—well—that’s not necessarily a bad thing. Earlier this morning, I was firmly reminded of that. At times, I want to ignore the unease I’ve felt for so long… but then again, I realize that doing so makes me very uncomfortable. I have worked very hard to better my behaviors. Simplifying my life has… Continue reading
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Time Theft
It is an utter nightmare when you’re attempting to beef up security. I have the dizzying spiral of trying to fix my landline, then struggling to deal with my mobile phone. … And wanting to cry. Then extending my brain trying to figure out home security… at the end the marvel of email security. I… Continue reading
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In A Younger Day
At current, I’m trying to get a very old PC up and running with the latest software. I finally obtained my cloning machine and have its brand new SSD ready to go. I also picked up a new batter… but now I have a strange problem. It can’t use the power cable and battery together.… Continue reading
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Not Today…
I’ve been working hard to better prioritize my time. It hasn’t always been easy. Nothing ever is, if I’m being honest. I still have not written down any coherent schedule for myself. Not at all. Since I haven’t done that, I also haven’t penned out time for writing either. I was horrible at sticking to… Continue reading
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