frustration
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Stringed Together Rhapsodies
I’m… Irritated, angry, frustrated, a bit jaded and distressed. I told a friend of mine today that a decade ago, I never saw my life going the way that it has. There were things that I should have done when I had the physical strength to… things that I can’t really do now. But… At… Continue reading
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Closer Together
No walk tonight, but was on point with my eating, which is fantastic. It was so annoying to count each and every single calorie today. Drove me nuts. I wanted to start biting into the side of my fridge today. I had a very big breakfast, but it was super healthy too. My lunch was… Continue reading
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A Long Drive, Two Times
Feeling disoriented today. Doctor sent me a prescription for a new medication. The sensation I get, suddenly feeling heat in the back of my head… only to feel it travel down to all my limbs… It’s so strange. The new medication I’m on is supposed to help control the tremors I’ve developed in my hands.… Continue reading
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Oh No…
Here I am, wondering why I feel like my brain won’t shut off and why on earth I’m running on less than three hours of sleep a day… I’m going through mania again. I think… the last time I did this, it was the same thing. I’m on a mood stabilizer, but I do know… Continue reading
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Hyped Off A Feeling
For the longest time, I’ve wondered and dreamt about what it would be like if I could build my own home. I got hooked into the Sims 4 back in 2019 after my surgery since I figured I could at least drown out my feelings in the game. Well, now I still wonder what it… Continue reading
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I Totally Forgot What I Was Going To Call This, So Sorry
nausea. the one horrible thing in my life that I have problems avoiding. I’m back to watching the tiny home videos and back to wondering if I can pull that off in thr Sims 4. cat has an appointment in the AM, and I am trying ro get stuff done for tonight in the house.… Continue reading
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Bleeps
been a weird day. Weird night too. Ended up in ER with dizziness, disorientation, inability to walk straight and slurred speech. tests are inconclusive. definitely was told it wasn’t a stroke. They aren’t sure what it is. speech back to normal, along with ability to walk and stans without being disoriented. ~ J. Lyst I… Continue reading
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So, Someone Broke Into My Car
For once, my title is depressingly accurate. I have no clue when it happened, but when I got in the car today, I noticed that someone had left a candy on the floor and also a bit of trash on my passenger side. I’m upset about the fact that someone broke into my car (for… Continue reading
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Smooth Rider
Currently, relaxing just a bit at my chair. The day was a wild one. Had an exam, which thankfully wasn’t as frightening as I assumed it would be. Nor as painful. It was so taxing though… I never used to get so tired just from going to a doctor’s appointment. This is all just a… Continue reading
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