dreams
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Beyond My Abilities
Log cabin near a forest and two bodies of water. Oak floors and granite countertops. Handcrafted bathtub made of a mixture of oak and stone. … the list goes on as the days continue to pass by. Continue reading
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Mmm. Smokey.
I’m a simple person. Plenty of land. Log cabin. Forest behind me, shallow river a few feet away and a body of water that leads to a waterfall about 30-50 feet away. No idea much of the furniture, seeing as I sometimes sleep on the floor. I’d love to have a garden. Would plant flowers Continue reading
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In ‘Tween
Warning: This post is not fully G or PG. I never try to be vulgar, but I do try to be honest about what I’m going through. I have very vivid dreams. There are two points… while I’m close to being asleep and right after I get up. In the case of the former, I Continue reading
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Endless
If you could have one thing, what would it be and why? In the past, I would have said “if only I could go back…” But going back is a waste of time. The strongest memories we tend to have are the negative ones, aren’t they? The problem with our minds is that over time, Continue reading
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1-2-3 HEAVE
Yup. Still very much manic. I want to get the cleaning stuff done already. My sinuses are 10x better when I dust and vacuum. Still dealing with racing thoughts… unfortunately. I keep promising myself that either I get a good night’s sleep or I’ll go and clean up the entire house. Then, I decide on Continue reading
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On My Own
I’m currently in the middle of headbanging to some Whitesnake. Old band? Perhaps… They’re straight up vintage from my childhood though. I’m also working on “Catch & Release,” the name of a brand new short. I just… couldn’t help myself. I woke up this morning, mentally and almost physically crying out for something that I Continue reading
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12 O’Clock On The Dot
@ 12:07PM @ 4:42PM @ 11:17PM Sometimes… I wonder if all of that is just wasting time. If something happens to me or I must leave – all of those ‘memories’ will be left behind. Probably the cat will be left as well. I have a bunch of tasks to do, but they can all Continue reading
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Strangers And Friends
11:03AM I just woke up from one of the worst dreams I’ve had in a while. I fell asleep working on my new schedule. I didn’t sleep for long, maybe 20 minutes, but I saw… my first cat. I saw her dart out from under my bed, look at me and climb back under it. Continue reading