disappointments
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It’s An Every/Other Day Thing
I am very shy and uncomfortable around others–in person. Because I have hearing problems, I miss a large chunk of what people are saying in front of me if they turn away. … or if I’m over two feet away. Sometimes, I have problems understanding on the phone too. Now that I have worsening memory Continue reading
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Why Do I…
… I don’t know if I’m dealing with mood swings or a sudden nosedive into the beginnings of a depressive episode. Does it matter? I’ve been told and treated as if my mental health problems are irrelevant. It’s irritating and hurts and it’s just… Some days, I wonder why even bother? I have a feeling Continue reading
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Countdown
I realized today… after like a week of sleep deprivation – that I need to stay off YouTube. I’ve already been exposed to at least five movies and/or TV shows that I probably should not be watching. Along with someone who posted something sexually explicit on YouTube. I already reported one that involved a half-naked Continue reading
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For The Sake Of Priorities
I have so much that I wanted to do today, but I played Sims to decompress instead. It was a sad day. Another memorial service. Another death. Loss after loss. There are so many who have died of late. Some of my friends. Family of my friends… You don’t quite feel it as badly when Continue reading
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Someone Moved My Cans
This is certainly less disappointing than my announcement – to no one’s surprise – that I got no writing done. I’m extremely disappointed in myself. Maybe tonight? IDK… It’s nearly 10:30, and I’m still working on dinner… Yeah. I have to count up and check a few things. I might be able to get stuff Continue reading
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I Can Teach You But I Have To Charge
Once again, I’m finding myself grateful for all of the technical gadgets I picked up. Even though I never though I’d have to use it, I’m currently stuck sitting next to my router with a USB-RJ45 connector plugged in. I don’t want to sit right next to my router. Because that is right next to Continue reading
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I’m not even sure what to say right now. I’m racing through my chore list tonight… all because I want to be able to write something… anything. I’m beginning to feel an itching sensation inside my skull. It’s hard to explain… but it’s powerful. It’s a compulsion. I want to put my hands down and Continue reading
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